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280210

2010-02-28T14:47:00.002+08:00

Below are my Personality Tests result:

My true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Your view on yourself:
~You are down-to-earth
~People like you because you are so straightforward
~You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both side

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
~You are a true romantic
~When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
~You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
~And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person

The seriousness of your love:
~You are very serious about relationships
~Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
~If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love

Your views on education:
~You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
~You listen to your own instincts
~Tend to follow your heart
~So you will probably end up with an unusual job

The right job for you:
~You're a practical person
~Will choose a secure job with a steady income
~Knowing what you like to do is important
~Find a regular job doing just that
~You'll be set for life

How do you view success:
~You are afraid of failure
~Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you fail
~Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous..

What are you most afraid of:
~You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
~You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
~Independence is important to you

~I think this Personality Test is 90% true.. =)~

090110

2010-01-09T12:41:00.005+08:00

Why lie to me!? It hurts even more when I find out the truth!! WHY? WHY? WHY?

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

Why doesn't she want to tell me the truth?? Why is it so difficult to say that she got bf already? Why does she still wants to be a nice person? Just tell me straight in the face.. I would rather she hurts me 1 X good one, rather than so many times. The nicer she is trying to be, I will feel worst.. Whatever i saw on her MSN can nvr be fake.. And i don't think i had wronged her.. THEIR PHOTO and HER WORDS says everything..

~WHY until now she still don't want to tell me the truth??~

~WHY did everything turned out this way??~

~I really HATE people who lie..~

~It just happen that I'm always the one to be sacrificed..~

~After this, I really don't know how to be her friend anymore..~

~I can only wish her 幸福..~

291209

2009-12-29T21:52:00.006+08:00

Quoted From http://www.pasqualina.com/sff/Aries.asp?Diff=

The meaning of sign ARIES

The first sign of the zodiac
Your element : fire
Your ruling planet : Mars
The tarot card corresponding to your sign : the emperor
Your lucky color : red
Your stone : ruby

Your sign is dominated by fire and the planet Mars, which indicates a passionate nature. Fire is also associated with springtime, which brings new life after the cold of winter, and this fire is unstoppable and unquenchable. It would be useless to attempt to extinguish this fire since it would go against nature. There are positive and negative aspects for you here.

From fire you have a contageous enthusiasm when everything is going well. But when things are not going as you had hoped, you may find youself sinking to low depths. You tend to be impulsive and rash. You have a habit of not thinking things through before you act, speak, behave, or make decisions.

In general, you make and act on decisions quickly. When you are right, it is very positive, but when you are wrong you can cause yourself a lot of problems trying to rectify things. On the other hand, those close to you can count on you, at times too much, as you are apt to be easily enthused about things or people who are not always worth the effort. When you do anything it is never in half measure. Your character is such that you always go the extra mile.

Since you do not always think things through, you can be frequently disappointed. This is why, more than any other sign, you need to heed good advice and ascertain your position. On an emotional level, the double action of Mars and the sun cause you to be of a passionate nature. When it comes to romance your relationships are never cool or calm. Your character is such that you must give your all and there are no compromises.

You cannot stand deception or pretention. Obstacles that arise in your emotional life cause you pain and suffering , for you give from the depth of your being, and are hurt when this is not returned. From Mars, you have inherited a combative nature when you sense that you can win, but you also know when to let go if you think the obstacles are too great and appear insurmountable. Your faults often stem from your character.

Your trusting nature, your openness and your enthusiasm can at times appear sincere, even naive. Your possessive temperament can lead you into situations that become exaggerated and painful. As a result, you may not be aware of the snares and pitfalls that await you. You have a tendency to want to persist in the errors of your ways. Your impetuosity and your energy may at times turn into wrath and fury. If you are not able to deal with these excesses of negative energy in an acceptable way, you run the risk of creating serious internal conflict, which will prevent you turning around the critical events in your life.

In your immediate circle, you take on all moral transgressions as if they were your own . You have a strong tendancy to take a lot on yourself. When you realize you have been deceived, you are shocked and immediately break ties, but then come to regret the hasty decision.

In your relationship to other signs you are often attracted by the spiritual and free-spirited and Equilebrium. You are also attracted to mystery and those who exhibit eccentricities, which are the opposite of your own character. You can agree with another Aries as long as all goes well, but at the first sign of trouble, watch out for sparks flying!

This succinct profile will serve you well in making certain judgements in your life. You should become well versed in its content to take maxium advantage of its strengths, and to minimise its weaknesses.

It should also be stated that those who succeed, no matter the situation, are those who consciously or unconsciously take maximum advantage of their trump cards, their successes, their strengths, and know when to excert self-control in moments of weakness.

~It's true that when ARIES makes a decision, THEY will give 101% and make sure it succeeds..~

~That's why ARIES always expect to see positive results..~

~"you are apt to be easily enthused about things or people who are not always worth the effort"~

~Sadly, I guess the above quotation is true ba.. ="(~

231209

2009-12-23T18:20:00.005+08:00

I can understand how 罗志祥 feels when he said those words..

罗志祥: "原来认真谈一场恋爱, 竟然会让人这么难过. 如果是这样, 我再也不要认真谈恋爱了!! 再也不要了!!"

161209(2)

2009-12-16T19:59:00.004+08:00

This is my 2nd post of the day. Luckily, this blog is there for me to express my thoughts and feelings. Just feel so emotional today. Supposed to go 飞轮海 Music Showcase @ St James tonight with HER. But... I wanted to ask someone else to go with me instead but decided against it. I don't want to make it such a way that I can't ask Her go, that's why asking another person to go with me.

For now, I really don't know what my next step is going to be. I really can't see the "light at the end of the tunnel". I oso don't know whether i should pass Her the birthday gift i already bought. She wouldn't know how much effort I put in to save up for this gift. Only my bunk mates will know. Becoz they see me waking up @ 6.30am to eat breakfast from cookhouse(I usually wake up @ 7.30am). They also stop seeing me going for tea break(Haha.. Tea break is a waste of money..). Anyway, I don't intend to let her know oso becoz i'm doing all these for her willingly. I guess in the end, she will choose to be "a stranger" and this $100++ gift will be left there to collect dust. Such a pity..!

Love is just like soccer. You shouldn't always give your 100%. The more gungho you are, the more likely you will get yourself "injure". I always give my 100%, but in the end, what did i get back in return?? A broken heart always i guess..

Feel like cancelling my leaves and going back camp to work rather than staying home. At least I can keep myself occupy and not emo at home just like now.

~Should I tell Her i had bought Her a birthday gift??~

~I admit that i was harbouring hope that she will be back in sg after graduation.~

~And we might be together..~

~应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　一个人假日发呆　找不到人陪我看海~

~我在幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀~

~WHOEVER read these entries, do not disclose the content.. Thanks.~

161209

2009-12-16T10:06:00.004+08:00

Supposed to be a very eventful December, but now I really don't know what's going to happen next.. Whatever I had to say, I already make my stand clear.. The rest is up to her to decide what we are going to be in the future. Friends or strangers?

I think phrases from this following song really make my feeling known..

说谎(林宥嘉)

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡让人家不安
才会结果都阵亡
我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎我何必说谎
你懂我的我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎请别以为你有多难忘
笑是真的不是我逞强
我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象
我没有说谎我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯
我没有说谎我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿
我没有说谎是爱情说谎它带你来
骗我说渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

I guess after saying so much, you guys should know that SHE won't be joining us for next week outing. But everything will still continue as per normal. Tues night K Box and Wed night Marina Barrage.. So there will only be 6 of us; Jie, Minz, Qi, Mos, Jon and Kim. You all don't have to worry abt my dinner on 22Dec. Since I'm not given the chance to spend time with HER, I can spend time with my family. People can stop me from being a good "boyfriend-to-be", but they can't stop me from being a filial son/grandson. I will come fetch you all after my family dinner.

海派甜心 is a very nice show.. I love 罗志祥的丑不垃圾香菇头. So funny.. Haha..

~I'm disappointed storing up all my leaves for December..~

~Meaningless December.. =(~

~MUST WATCH: 海派甜心. Very Nice!!~

19092009

2009-09-19T18:31:00.003+08:00

Just too lazy to blog... Last post 5th July.. lol.. Don't know what to blog oso..

9 more months to ORD. Cleared all my IPPT lor.. No more IPPT till ORD.. 2 windows, 2 silver.. Not bad right??? So long never run still can get IPPT silver... lol.. Drivers fitter than operators lo.. lol. But I still hope to improve to a gold.. 2 of the drivers from my bunk will be going Australia for live firing soon.. I will missed them lots, Wil and Hong.

The following song I really love it lots.. It makes me emo whenever i listen to it..

Really missed Her lots.. I can only see Her in my dream... I guess i missed her more than she missed me ba.. =)

暗恋(陶喆)

Still lonely still lonely

昨晚又再见到你你还是那么美丽

我紧张到话都不会说就傻傻看着你

渴望永远这距离就是和你在一起

醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静却又无法不想你

我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己

是你对我有戒心还是我没有自信

可是谁也不能阻止我我要暗恋你

So lonely

So here I am standing all alone

在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候

Here I am waiting just for you

开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受

So lonely

今晚渴望再见你虽然只是在梦里

短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你

就算没快乐结局就算从此死了心

我要付出我所有诚意只要能感动你

我愿意

So lonely so here I am standing all alone

在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候

Here I am waiting just for you

开放我所有我要为你怎么做你才接受我 (才接受我)

我喜欢你 (我喜欢你) 我要你 (我要你) 我爱你

So here I am standing all alone(standing all alone)

在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候

So here I am waiting just for you

开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受

I'm lonely

故事就说到这里就算你们再好奇

我想说的都已说完了其余是秘密

在那某一个街头会流传某个旋律

那是我在轻轻唱着歌我多爱你 S****A

050709

2009-07-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

Just receive money from the government and i had spend almost the entire amount of it. I bought a Casio Edifice watch for S$98(U.P. S$108) and an Adidas F50 tunit soccer boots for s$63(U.P. S$329).

Casio Edifice Watch

Addidas F50 Tunit

Isn't this boot nice? With changeable hard and soft ground studs.. =)

140609

2009-06-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 months since i last blog. Sorry guys. Just that too many events occur and i'm too lazy to blog them liao. Or maybe for some, i just don't know how to put it in words ba. Hopefully, there will be some good news coming up(Those of you who know what i mean).

Went to watch "Ghost Of Girlfriends' Past". Quite an interesting show and learn a few thing from it. Once you realised "who is still the best", You will start to treasure him/her and want him/her by your side. But by then, YOU CAN ONLY HOPE THAT IT'S STILL NOT TOO LATE TO MAKE AMENDMENT!!! So don't wait till it's too late.

Time flies. One year to ORD. It also means that one year of "her" course(or I would say 1/3 of "her" course) is completed. For me, there are just too many things out there for me to learn. I always believe in Huo Dao Lao, Xue Dao Lao(Learn as you grow old). The next challenge that i'm considering taking up is "License To Boat". Meaning i might be going for yacht lessons. Haha. Next time can honeymoon on yacht already. lol. I guess it's a bit ex, but in the end, it's still worth the money. =) (In advance, NOT FOR FRIENDS OUTING)..

05-04-09

2009-04-05T14:28:00.021+08:00

It was a busy day yesterday. Morning i went to Beach Rd(Army market) to get my LCP rank sew on my uniforms. Kudo!!! Finally LCP loh!

Evening, meet up with Amos, Qi and Jie for dinner at timbre. This dinner was sort of to celebrate my birthday. I knew "someone"(minz) was missing but i didn't ask much. At timbre we ordered two pizza; one mushroom chicken and the other roasted duck. THANKS guys for your birthday present; Picard Wallet. Appreciate it lots.. =)

After that, we went to Bugis's Ah chew dessert to eat dessert. as usual i ordered "mango sago with pomelo". After eating we had a casual chat there, only then did i know why minz was missing today. It was a shocking news, i didn't believe it at first. And oso don't know what to say. Just have nothing much to comment.. Can't even help myself, how to help others. Honestly, relationship this kind of thing nobody can help. Only the parties involve can sort it among themselves. Hope everything will be fine soon.. =)

Chicken mushroom pizza

Birthday present: Picard Wallet

Jie, me and Mos

Qi, Me and Mos

Mos and me

Jie and Me

Qi and Me

Pose at the "Everest" staircase..

At Night: Meet up with my CPC(chong pang camp) army friends at dbl o. It was to celebrate Wilson, Ivan and my birthday. Happened to see a lot of familiar faces there; ex poly classmates, ninja company platoon mates and Ivy(Jie's poly classmate). We drank alot and a few of the guys got drank; Wilson, royston and Damian's galfriend. The guys were vomiting. In the end, only 4 of us were the sobber ones. So i had to run around taking care of them. The worst is that Apple's drink was being spike. Her cousin's friend drugged her drink and she got real high. A period of time, she went missing and we were so worried. Luckily my poly friends manage to find her, else wouldn't imagine what will happen? So ladies, my piece of advice for you is that if you club, don't drink with strangers or leave your drinks unattended. Ask a friend u trust to look after it for you. Most guys are "devils", "angels" are few in this world.

Aries babies(Wilson, Ivan and Me)..

V200A DRIVERS

Front row: Royston(black stripe shirt), Wilson, Ivan and Marcus.

Back row: Damian(blue polo T), Gomez, Shaun, Me, Terrence, Melvin.

QM's gf, QM(my officer), Gomez..

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN HOW!!! =)~

~THANKS GUYS for the wallet!!!~

29-03-09

2009-03-29T14:12:00.001+08:00

Went to Soo Kee Warehouse sales and bought a ring for myself. $3.90 only(U.P.$59). Sort of pample myself since i got silver for my ippt.. Haha.. Meaning: Extra $100 for my pay this month. Hurray!!

The ring i bought..

20-03-09

2009-03-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

相爱到最后我们变成朋友
不见面没联络像路人的朋友
想念让人失落也不能说出口
某个路口曾经与你擦肩而过
不打扰的温柔是我唯一能做
因为你还相信爱情真的觉得感动
我会在这里再守候
默默看着你在心动不寂寞
是否你也偶尔想念过

14-02-09

2009-02-14T17:00:00.002+08:00

有情人终成眷属, 没情人像只老鼠(emo at home)!! LOL!

010109

2009-01-01T11:20:00.002+08:00

A whole new year and a whole new start.

I finally understand why adult always says, "you should love someone, 'who loves you' more than 'you love her' ". This way you will be able to woo the gal with minimum effort. Thus, you won't be "wasting your TIME, EFFORT and MONEY". And you will be able to maintain the relationship as long as you show her that you "treasure" her. That's why people always say,"被爱是幸福的".

~Where is my "SUPERWOMAN"?~

26-12-2008

2008-12-26T10:47:00.001+08:00

那样珍惜与你聊不完的曾经,
而我已经分不清你是友情,
还是错过的爱情?

14-12-2008

2008-12-14T15:14:00.002+08:00

It was supposed to be a birthday surprise for her, but SHE ended up giving me "the biggest surprise". I would say it was not the end product that i expected. SHE dropped me a bomb shell before i could react. It hurts lots...

But anyway, I would like to thank AMOS, JIE, MINZ and QI for their kind help on that day. Thanks Qi for your patience in teaching me to fold the sponge flowers and helping me out with the packaging. And regarding JIE and MIN... Thanks for being my advance party. Both of you really did a great job helping me to set up everything and having to shift the "event" from time to time due to the ever changing sea water level. Finally, thanks AMOS for your credit card "rental", else i wouldn't be able to order the cake online. Once again, thanks bros and gals. =)

Regarding next weekend outings, I don't think SHE will want to join us. But i still hope that SHE will go as sort of FRIENDS' gathering. There is nothing i can do now. When the date is nearer, i would try asking...

For now, i can forget abt all the events that i planned for her...

~没有做完的梦果然最痛~

~There goes another chapter of my life!!!~

~Fairytale endings are lies, i don't believe in all these shits anymore!!!~

27-10-2008

2008-10-27T15:54:00.002+08:00

She is sick but i'm here feeling so helpless. i can only ask her to "take care" and "go and see doctor if you are not feeling well". =(

29092008

2008-09-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

My life is imperfect without YOU!!!

~I miss you!!!~

10-09-08

2008-09-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

POP LOH!!!
I'm no longer a recruit. I'm a private liao.

16-08-08

2008-08-16T12:36:00.003+08:00

Counting down to POP... 3 more weeks to POP. After that i will be back in S'pore... and Bro, we can have our food tour soon... =)

~I'm thinking of HER all the time~

~Looking forward to December~

13-07-08

2008-07-13T14:06:00.006+08:00

This following song really sing out what i'm feeling right now...

Heaven Knows(Rick Price)
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go(Repeat Chorus except last line)

Bridge:
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

(Repeat Chorus)
Heaven knows... heaven knows.

Now that she's gone, there is nothing left for me to do now. I can only look forward to her calling me after she has settled down there...

I will always remember something that she told me: Tough times don't last, But tough men do. I will always keep this in mind as my NS training gets tough.

~I Missed You~

06-06-08

2008-06-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

5 more days to Tekong... So fast... Although i know that it's going to be tough, but i believe i can make it. The training will definitely toughen me up, but i really look forward to it ba. I'm not afraid becoz i feel that i'm more or less quite independent liao. I can wash my own clothes, make my own bed etc... I felt that it's a challenge that will make me a real man. I'm counting down to it... These few days, just want to spend time with my parents, cousin Andrew and the special someone, Her. For now, every seconds of the time is precious. TIME NOT ENOUGH!!! Can someone borrow me some time!? =)

5-5-08

2008-05-05T11:01:00.002+08:00

From BOY to MAN...

Just receive my NS letter not long ago. Haiz... Going Army liao. 12 Jun 08, 11.30am. Just one month away... need to start my preparation liao... Need to go get a non-camera phone, make a pair of black spectacles etc... I think i will miss a lot of people, SOS guys, my bros, 2Cnians, NTUC people, my parents and grandma which i'm in Tekong. I think my last day of work in NTUC will be quite emotional... Sob sob. Bi jin i work there for more than 3 years liao. I will miss my friends, the aunties and the supervisors there. I will go visit you all when i'm free.

I think the actual day, it will be even more emotional... I hope i will not break down and cry on that day when things get emotional. This is a process that every guys need to take in order to become a REAL MAN ba... Going in early oso means that i will be coming out early ba. I will definitely become fitter and more "man" de. Looking forward to see a fitter and stronger me... =)

10-4-08

2008-04-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Recently a lot of things happened and they really makes me feel that gals don't understand guys and similarly, guys don't understand gals. They are really from 2 different world with 2 different mentality. A few days back, my “bros”; Wei Jie, Amos and Jon, gave me a book titled, “Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus” for my birthday. I have been reading it for the passed few days, I feel this book is really useful. I really gain a lot of knowledge from this book. I found out that woman nowaday don’t really need men for financial support instead what they crave to have are just emotional support and a pair of listening ears. We guys always misunderstood what their purpose is… We always thought that they want a solution from us by telling us their unhappiness. However after reading this sentence; ”A woman under stress is not immediately concerned with finding solutions to her problems but rather seeks relief by expressing herself and being understood.” First Lesson learnt… Moral of story: women find relief through talking. That’s why I always provide a good listening ear to others. Lol. Don’t provide solution unless they ask for one… You can still go and comfort them without knowing the reason… I hope by the end of reading this book, I get the solution to the later part of this blog entry.

Happened to see this acticle titled, "Was he 'too nice" to her?" in The New Paper today. It was abt Actor Vincent Ng breaking up with his gf after 2 years. Worse still!!! The reason could be becoz he was “too nice” to her. I’m really sick of hearing people break up becoz of the guy treating the gal too well. What’s wrong with guys treating gals who they want to woo or their gf too well??? That’s natural ma. I just really don’t understand why women are complaining so much??? Why don’t they just put in more effort instead to make the guys feel more appreciated. At least this way, the guys will know that the effort they put into the relationship is worth it de. I think Vincent Ng sum up, what we “nice” guys really feel, the best,”in every relationship, what’s important to me is that I treat the other party sincerely and whenever I give, I never expect anything back”. So gals, start appreciate your bf if you have one and nvr take them for granted. Like what i always say, "Treasure the people around u...".

~Learning to understand women…~

~Why is treating gals well wrong???~

~Should we just “abuse” them??? Lol.~

4-4-08

2008-04-04T13:36:00.002+08:00

Stop dreaming!!! Wake up your idea, JUSTIN!!! You need to face up to reality!!! LIFE SUXS!!! =x

31-3-08

2008-03-31T13:17:00.002+08:00

我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局...

14-3-08

2008-03-14T16:50:00.003+08:00

Hi, all. Long time no blog. Just got my result for my last semester in Poly. I'm finally graduated. Yes, finally going to get my Diploma. But i'm quite sad also. First, my result was not up to my expectation. No A at all. All Bs and B+. Secondly, i would miss my Poly friends. So guys, meet up more before i go ARMY.

NTUC mini-chalet is coming soon... I'm anxious, excited and really looking forward to it. A surprise might be coming up... So watch out guys... =) Lol. It's going to FUN, FUN and more FUN...

23-02-08

2008-02-23T11:44:00.002+08:00

Hi, everyone. It has been months since i last blog. Was very busy then. Finally(let me repeat myself, "Finally"), i'm graduating from Poly. It's really fast. Time flies. I will missed my poly friends!!! Apple, Regina, Gumu, TK etc... Sob sob! Hey, guys. Don't go MIA k? Lets meet up some days. and maybe even have a chalet before we boys go ARMY and become MAN... lol.

For now, to prepare myself for ARMY, i'm going to start training real soon. Think March ba. Really need to go running liao, get my stamina back. Time to go MacRitchie there run X-country liao. 3 years nvr go there run liao. Think i should bring the whole SOS team along. lol. You guys need some running too. Anyone interested to join me? =)

Really need to plan some events for upcoming weeks... Chalets are coming up... should go oversea holidays before we go army... I will take some time to plan...

31/12/07

2007-12-31T13:42:00.000+08:00

22nd Dec 07
Went for steamboat with Apple and Tuck Keong at Joaquim for dinner. Eat until damp full lah. Should have been 5 people but Regina and her bf PS. Lol. But before that went to watch a movie called “Redline”. The cars inside the show were very “chio” lor, so were the gals. Lol. =)

Joaquim's steamboat

Went shopping for a while after dinner. After that, TK and Apple took the train home while I went to meet up with my NTUC friends. We meet up at Clarke Quay. Was supposed to go to a pub intro by Christina. But when we reach there, the place was quite full and the music a bit bored. So I suggested we go to DXO. So we walked from Clarke Quay to DXO. When we reach DXO, I was shocked to see that the club was empty except the 7 of us. Machiam the whole club we booked like that. Sian half… Lol. So we ended up playing pool in the club…

We left at 4am and walked to Bugis for breakfast at MacDonald. After all of us walked to Little India MRT station, hoping that we could catch the first train home. But we found out the first train only arrives at 6.31am. So the gals took the train home, while we guys waited “patiently” for the first train. Haha…

24th Dec 07

Went to Huimin’s house for countdown for Christmas. Had an enjoyable day.

27th Dec 07
Jonathan rented a car, Hyundai Matrix. We meet up for dinner. We went to Whampoa, hoping to eat the satays there but unfortunately, the store wasn’t open for business. So we ended up eating steamboat. It’s a Loy Kee Chicken Rice store which also sells steamboat. I used to eat there when I was young becoz my uncles live at Whampoa. We ordered a $20 steamboat, a $6 plate of chicken and 3 bowls of chicken rice for $27.50. I think it’s quite cheap as the food are quite a lot.

After that, went to Velocity to buy Donut at Donut Factory.

30th Dec 07
Cooked red bean soup today. Bought some to NTUC for the supervisors and aunties to taste my cook. Lol. Don’t know how they will grade my cooking. Hope to get their feedback soon…

31st Dec 07
Being the last post for year 2007, I shall make it short and sweet. As 2008 approaches, everything shall start anew. Just like what this song says, “相信真爱就在我醒来的新世纪.”

16-12-07

2007-12-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

16th Dec 07
Some off the field incident happened today. Amos took a kick on the stomach from Wei Jie. Honestly, I really feel that Wei Jie’s temper is really getting worse. He flares up just too easily. Just don’t know what’s wrong with him??? Every time goes disturb people, then kana disturb then flare up already. Gu Niang lor. So small gas. If you 玩不起, then don’t go disturb people in the first place. If you don’t go disturb people, people won’t so bo liao go disturb you. Every time also disturb my face. We were just “tapping” his face, we nvr really slap or what lor. Then he started to use punch one lor; but hands still ok lah. Then, we continue to disturb him, then he flares up lor. Then he gave Amos a “flying kick” on the stomach lor. Stomach is the most painful one lor, worse than kana kick on the “balls”. i kana before, so painful until tears can come out one. After that you “cake” your stomach oso pain lor. Every time say “brother brother”, in the end, plays until so rough. Use hand nvm, use leg some more.

Please lah… Wei jie, go think about what you have done… Have your ever think about the consequences??? You like that one kick, what if Amos kana internal injury??? Are you going to be responsible??? 他也是别人的孩子. His parents will also be angry one lor. Next time if your son kana kick in the stomach, will you be happy about it??? Please think before you do anything stupid. It’s not like we pin you down then you try to break free, and you accidentally kicked someone. That’s a whole different story already. What you did, your intention is there already.

During a football match, you would have been send off. I’m really disappointed as your “bro”. You try doing this(kick) to Minz, I see how you “die”. Please lah, 19 year-old already, think before you do anything stupid… Don’t let your anger control you. I swear I will never go and hurt my “bros” this way…

17-11-07

2007-11-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

11th Nov 07
Meet up at night to “celebrate” Huimin’s Birthday. The four of us went to Icekimo to eat ice-cream. Icekimo is located near Sin Ming Road. It’s just a small shop by the side of the road but it serves delicious ice-cream.

After that, meet up with “Bubble”, then we all went to watch movie, “Game Plan”, acted by “The Rock”. By the time the movie ended, it was almost 12am. “Bubble” took the last train home, Amos and me took bus 132 home while Jie send Minz home.

12th Nov 07
Today is the last episode for the Channel 8 9pm show, Dear Dear Son-in-law. Has been “chasing” the show all these while. I really admire the character “Shun Fa” in the show. He is a Son-in-law who is well-liked by the family. Although I might not be a good bf, I want to be a 人见人爱的Son-in-law. And I will be a 进得了厨房, 出得了厅堂的大男人.

Honestly, in that show, I think Shun Fa did the right choice by choosing Yijun (Chilli Crab) over Yijuan. She was there to comfort him when Yijuan ditch him for another guy. There was also a tremendous change in her character; from a hot temper “chilli crab” to a sweet and guai woman. Any guy would have been touched. Anyway, Yijun is more chio. So no regret. lol.

Too many bad things happened recently. Gumu’s 13-year-old “younger brother”(sort of god-brother I guess) passed away due to sudden heart attack. Then, Tuck Keong’s friend was admitted to the hospital after a serious car accident between the Taxis she took and a 7 seater car. I could see that TK was feeling very guilty becoz the gal, him and a few of his friends shared the same cab home but this kind of unlucky event falls on this gal as she was among the few who got down last. As a friend, I really don’t know how to console the both of them. Just feel so helpless. 果然是有心无力.

13th Nov 07
Kana “shoot” by my friend a few days back. She told me, “You got white hairs, why don’t you go and dye your hairs? You will also look better.” I said, “huh? Dye my hairs just because I have a few white hairs? You siao huh?” I will never dye my hairs just because of a few white hairs. Because firstly, I believe that growing old and having white hairs are part and parcel of aging. Everybody will have white hairs sooner or later. So please learn to accept that. And secondly, dying the hair is not good for the scalp as the chemicals in the dye can be harmful if you use it for long term. But if you stop dying for some time, the hair colour will either change to the “cao ta” colour or start to wear off. Then, the hair will have 2 different colours. I will look uglier then. Although I don’t like to have my hair dyed, I wouldn’t object to gals dying hair. Because I always thinks that gals with long, dyed hair usually score “BONUS” points for their looks. As long as don’t dye until too “Ah Lian” can already. lol.

15th Nov 07
Went home at 4pm after a tiring day doing my project. Bobby called me and ask me to meet him in town. He wants to buy slippers from NewUrbanMale. But his member card only got 10% discount while we NP and SP students got 20% discount. So he needed my student card in order to get the 20% discount. So I meet him at Somerset MRT station at 6pm. Then, we walked to Cineleisure’s NewUrbanMale. There were a lot of “slippers” but very few Havanas. In the end, Bobby bought a pair of slippers while I bought a pair of Havanas for $39.90. After that Bobby went to meet up with his cousins, Eugene and Jovin. Meanwhile, I went to Velocity to get my cousin Andrew’s GNC card. I actually wanted to buy the Weight Gainer , but the staff recommend me to get the calcium tablets and nutrition tablet to increase my appetite instead of eating the Weight Gainer which will make me FAT. But in the end, I did not buy anything becoz I think I need time to decide which one to buy. Went to the newly-open Donut Factory on the 2nd level of Velocity. Donut Factory is a shop who sells a large variety of Donut. Yummy Yummy Donut!!! Donut Factory is the new “IN” thing becoz a lot of people are eating their Donuts. Since I never eat before, I bought 6 assort Donuts home to try.

Went home from Velocity; took 54 to Bishan to change 55 home. On bus 55, I happened to be stand next to a gal. She was “quarreling” with her, should I say, ex-bf? Although it was not very loud, I could hear everything as I was standing beside her. From their conversation, I knew that the guy on the phone was pestering this gal to patch up with him. The gal was really frustrated. No matter how hard the guy tries, the gal just won’t get persuaded easily. From what I see and hear today, I really understand what Weijie explained to me last time. Once a gal has made up her mind (终于做了这个决定) that “they are not possible to be together”, it’s almost impossible to change her mind (because 别人怎么说她都不理). You have to accept the truth (你一定要肯定). The more you pester her, the more frustrated she will get. Nowadays, gals are different. Their heart won’t go soft easily. I could even hear her said,”If you pester me some more, I’m going to change my hp no. Then, don’t blame me for being heartless…” Looks like guys can never understand gals. Our thinkings are just too different. We guys just hope that we can win them over with our sincerity and hopefully she will give us a chance to love them right ba. But frankly, some bastards just do not deserve a second chance.

Honestly, that guy on the phone is also a bastard lor. Borrow money from gf and haven return. The guy should be supporting the gal, instead, it’s the other way round. He is really an “eat SOFT RICE” guy. Some more, the guy still have the cheek to say that the gal won’t be able to support herself without him. Dotz. The gal rebut him lor, “I can study and work to support myself, and I don’t need you to support me.” So guys, stop thinking that gals will not be able to survive without you. Not like our parents’ generation, gals are supposed to be staying at home to “take care” of the family. Nowadays, gals can really survive without guys. But can guys survive without gals??? Ask those guys with gf and you will know the answer. lol.

I guess that guy is having “flings” outside even though he had a gf. Because I heard the gal asking him, “When are you going to “settle down”?” Feel so ashamed to be a guy. Why can’t guys be more faithful?

16th Nov 07
Saw in the newspaper article that the market and a few of the blocks behind my house are going to be tear down. Meaning there will be no market from 30th Nov2008. In other words, I will not get to eat my favourite Quay Chap from then on. But luckily, my block was affected, else we will have to move house liao. I would want to move because I just love my area so much. Although the houses here are a bit old (30 over years), I still love the place. It’s so convenient to travel around, with so many bus-stops surrounding my house. Still got Kovan MRT nearby. Hear that they are going to build Private property, maybe condo ba. Like that, our house value will definitely go up. lol. Honestly, if we really had been force to move, I will definitely ask my father to buy a unit across the road. I really love Hougang… =)

Some item that is meaningful to me has “given up on me”. The sole of my Nike street soccer shoes is spoilt. The shoes were of great significant to me. That’s why I wore it almost everyday, no matter rain or shine. I think that’s why now spoil liao lor. Looks like I really need to “throw away” and get a new pair of shoes that feel as comfortable wearing on my foot.

During lunch time, Wee Leong, Yi Long and me were talking. But don’t know why sudden start to talk about gals. We noticed that there were very few fat gals in NP. Most gals have slim figures. It just that whether they have the sexy hour-glass figure, the chio face, the electricity-filled eyes and the matching hair anot. But I told them if I were to choose between a Chio gal and a cute gal, I will definitely choose the chio one. Firstly because when a cute gal is angry, she will not be cute anymore. Meanwhile, a gal is still chio one even when she is angry. lol. And secondly, cuteness will slowly disappear as you grow old. While chioness can still be maintain. We also realized that hair plays an important part to the gal’s appearance. Even a plain look gal can look sexy, with the long neat hair style, from the back view. That’s why I always like gals with long hair. They look more feminine.

17th Nov 07
Today supposed to be a special day… But I guess it doesn’t really matter anymore…

11-11-07

2007-11-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

Just too lazy to blog for the past 2 weeks. Too many things are coming up... Final Project report due in 2 weeks... Btw, Happy Birthday to Huimin!!! 19 year old liao lor... Smile always... =) Else your winkles will start appearing soon... Lol.

2nd Nov 07
Didn't manage to pass my TP today. Felt disappointed... It's not that my driving skill is lousy, but it's just that my luck is not good enough... Sob sob... Everytime no matter how well prepared i am, things will nvr fall nicely for me. There is always stunts/obstacles for me to solve. I'm damn suay lah... Before test, raining nvm. Then during test, in circuit, all swee swee... Then, go out to the road, all the "stunts" starts to come out... A "stupid" large lorry parked on a 1 lane road, hai wo cannot overtake. Try to overtake but tester say stirring wheel nvr turn enough, and he pushed my stirring wheel. So immediate failed lor. Deduct points for not having enough clearance sum more. The road that i drive is a school zone road. Passed by the school, one kid ran to press the traffic light, then i kana lor; nvr slow down. Then the tester start nagging... Sian half. He said,"During TP can use horn you know... Blah blah... etc". Then, i tell him, "Use horn, later frighten the kid how???" Then, he said,"As long as you use the horn with courtesy, it's ok". Then i LL lor, nothing to say... He win liao lor... Hai!!! If, and only IF, i don't have these 2 incidents, i would have pass my TP with 18 points... Lol. Reach home, my mum thought that i lied to her that i failed my TP. I told her that i really failed, and really sorry to disappoint her... After dinner, my mum knew that i was very sad. She comforted me and told me,"nvm, fail jiu fail liao, sad oso no use. Next time you will pass one. Your cousin oso not first time jiu pass. Not so easy to 1st time pass one." Although i know that she said all these just to make me feel better, i really appreciate her words... Love you lots, mum!!!

3rd Nov 07
Went to Huimin's to watch Arsenal vs Man Utd. As usual, the 4 of us lor. Amos, Jie, Min and Me... That match was really interesting with both team attacking each other until the final whistle. The match ended 2-2. Good lah... Like that Man U fans and Arsenal fans of SOS will not suan each other... Lol.

9th Nov 07
Played street soccer at Jun Hui's House there on Deepavali morning. There were 10 of us including Su Wei Jie. We played against Weifeng's team without them knowing... Lol. I nvr call him... Shy ma... After all, his team is not bad. Guys all quite fit... Lol. His keeper skill oso not bad... But at least, i manage to score 2 against him... Lol. =) Haha, next time got chance, i shall organise a match with them, since our team standard about the same.

29-10-07

2007-10-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

Change song for my blog. This time is Backstreet Boys' Trouble Is. So long never put English song on my blog liao. Their latest album, Unbreakable contains quite a lot of nice songs. Inconsolable, Any Other Way, Helpless When She Smiles etc...

Just too many song albums come out... I will inform you guys if i hear any nice songs.

23-10-07

2007-10-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

22nd Sep 07
Today my lesson only starts at 1pm. So rotting at home in the morning. On my way to school, just happen to find out that Wei Jie was sick, so never go for attachment. He went to see doctor and was resting at home. I decided to go visit him after school, soon bian buy his favourite duck gizzards for him to eat. My class ends at 3pm and by the time I reach home, it was 4pm. After having a bathe, I had to rush to Kovan to buy the duck gizzards because scare too late, later close liao. Today is Monday; my house here the duck rice shop not opens, so had to go Kovan buy. Then, buy liao want to go Wei Jie’s house, but that “Useless” captain never answer my call. So sms Huimin to check with her whether Wei Jie at home anot. She told me, “should be lah”. So I think he might be sleeping at home, so never pick up my call. Thus, I went ahead and go to his house.

When I reach there, I rang the door bell repeatedly and no one answer. Then, I tried calling his house and HP a lot of times, also nobody answered. I wanted to give up and go home. Waited until fed up lor. I guess he might be under medication, so sleeping like PIG!!! So walked off…

But when I reach the void-deck, I decided to sms Bobby (Wei Jie’s brother) to check with him whether he is reaching home soon. Fortunately, he told me that he was walking back home and ask me to wait for him. Hey, thanks Bobby. Else I wouldn’t be able to pass Wei Jie the food. =) So I waited for Bobby and went up to his house. True enough, that “PIG” Wei Jie just woke up. Lol. I thought he would be surprised that I bought food for him. But I guess Huimin had told him liao lor… Then, we heat up the food and we ate the food together. After that, he told me he still hungry, want me to cook noodle for him becoz his mum not at home. Wah lao!!! Treat me machiam like maid… Come visit you very good already, still want me to cook for you!!!~~ lol. See him so pitiful, so wanted to cook for him… But inside the kitchen cupboard only got spicy Maggi Mee. OMG!!! How to cook give him eat when he got sore throat…? I actually wanted to go downstairs buy Chicken Maggi Mee one, but in the end he decided to eat bread and pandan cake. So I never go buy.

After that, went to 江南煮炒 to buy 姜葱田鸡. My mum never cook so buying this to eat with the afternoon rice. Yummy Yummy!!! It was a delicious dinner.

Today
Had lunch with Spencer they all. So long never eat together with these guys already.

Went for driving practice after school. Didn’t have a good practice today. Still kana nag by Uncle. Sian half. But at least, I’m more familiar with the circuit structure now after 3 lessons. Don’t have to confidence to pass my TP on the first attempt. After seeing the TP mark sheet, machiam I still got a lot of things I need to be careful of. If I don’t correct these mistakes in time, I will definitely fail…

After my driving lesson, I receive a call from my mum that she didn’t cook dinner tonight. Since I like to eat the 三文鱼饭 from江南煮炒 every Sat night for $5, I decided to buy the ingredients and cook it myself for tonight’s dinner. So, went to AMK Hub’s Fairprice Extra to buy the salmon fish for $3.42 and a pack of Teriyaki Chicken sauce for $1.43. These two ingredients are enough for me to cook my Salmon Teriyaki Rice. Lol. These two ingredients only cost $4.85, cheaper that $5. Since I’m trying to save up money, cooking is always a cheaper alternative than Ta bao from outside.

Don’t know why??? Just seems to like cooking. My mum was surprise that I bought food back to cook dinner; she expects me to eat outside before coming home. Maybe I just like to cook for people ba. Haha… Next time I could be a chef!!!~~ lol. Another career alternative. Then I can open a restaurant call “Kim Restaurant”. Lol. Might consider shareholders for my restaurant but provided he or she contributes to the company in a meaningful way… No slackers… lol.

Just a brief explanation of how I cooked the Salmon Teriyaki. First, wash and cut the fish into smaller slices. Next, fried them in oil until it turns light brown. Then, take up the fried slices of fish. There are still some oil left in the wok. Pour half a pack of the Teriyaki Chicken sauce in the wok and add half a bowl of water in it. Stir well and leave it to boil. To make the sauce “sticky”, mix some Tapioca flour with water and pour it bit by bit into the sauce and at the same time, stir well. Sounds easy right??? Try cooking it yourself… With these types of pre-pack(Lee Kum Kee’s) sauces available in the market, cooking is made easier. Lol.

19-10-07

2007-10-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

I had been really busy this week and a lot of things are coming up… Just handed in my VPP report and industrial visit report. And next week is my project review liao and certain part of my project is still not functioning. Sian half… Then my TP is in the afternoon on 2nd Nov, same day as Amos. Ever wondered why I want to spend so much money to get a license at such a young age? Firstly, becoz from what I see of my cousin, he has class 3, 4 and 5 license. So he can find jobs easily. This gives him another career option. Secondly, I hope to get my license before Chinese New Year, so that I can rent a car and drive my parents around my relatives’ houses easily. Don’t need to wait for bus, then need to change here, change there. And finally, the last reason was rent a car to take “her” out for birthday celebration this year if I manage to get my license on 2nd Nov. That was a surprise that I wanted to give her. She was a motivation for me to get my driving license on my very first attempt. Some people might think that what I’m thinking is very silly and stupid. That was my idea then. When her “bad news” came, I was lost. I didn’t know how to motivate myself for my TP. I just seems to lost all my confidence to take the TP. But luckily, I had found a new motivation for my TP, which is my cousin’s car. My cousin recently told me that I can use his car when he’s not in town. Hopefully, he will go on holidays during December so that I can use his car. And hopefully, by then, I had gotten my license. Lol. Anyway, “she” won’t be in S’pore to celebrate “her” birthday this year. So 不是很可惜that my plan failed…

Saying “Goodbye” is never easy. The more I told myself to move on, the harder it is for my heart to move on. I just don’t know why??? Arrrggg!!! Every time, especially when I’m alone, memories of the times that we had will just keep coming back to haunt me… Honestly, bros, My heart was jumping real fast when I long pang her on the bicycle during the chalet. Although, I was confident with my bicycle skills, I was really afraid that if I 失手 and we fell, that will be the end of everything lor. But like what 阿杜 song says, “因为对的时间对的人,
就值得我为你奋不顾身”. She really gives me the 勇气 to do, what I would say, “silly???” things. Although we can’t be together, she makes me realized what type of gals is suitable for me. I think I need to find gals that are sporty type rather than the shopping type. Lol.

For now…

Heaven Knows(Rick Price)

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
Heaven knows... heaven knows
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
Heaven knows... heaven knows

Just like what this song said, “'Coz heaven knows… Heaven knows... heaven knows”. Only heaven will know what’s going to happen in the future… So just leave it to fate ba. Becoz there is nothing left for me to do now… If we are fated, we will meet again. By coincidence, not planned meeting. Just continue to keep myself busy and works towards my target of saving 10K by the age of 21. And I promised myself that I shall not get a single cent from my parent after 21. I shall work for every cent that I need, even if that means that I had to work in the day and study ACCA at night. And this 10K should be my ACCA course fee. I also hope to have 20k of CPF when I turn 30 (and similarly for my gf) so that we can buy a house. Haha. I had also finish thinking about my children’s names. I already thought of 4, but think just want 2; one gal, one boy. I want gal first then guy. Like that jiejie can take care of didi ma. When I told my mum all these, she said I siao lor. So young so fast think all these… I just told her sooner or later also must think one ma… lol.

1. Gavin Lim Zi Jian
2. Gary Lim Wei Qiang
3. Yvonne Lim Jia Xin
4. Angel Lim Huixian

Hey, bro. I will “never go take something when I haven put down something one” It’s not that I got no strength to carry, it’s becoz I don’t want to get myself “hurt or injured”. That’s my principle, so don’t worry, I won’t do anything stupid…

After my TP next month, I’m going to “pump” myself up provided I pass my TP. I’m going to use my cousin’s GNC member card to buy protein pills. Then, I’m going to training and build up my body to prepare me for NAPFA retest. I failed my pull-ups. This will also improve my self-confidence. See those guys in 校花校草, see their body figure, I’m really filled with envy. Gals rather sleep on fat chest than bones lah. Bones feel so uncomfortable… lol.

Read a newspaper article recently(The New Paper, 14 Oct 07), The Title was, “Love your body, play football”. It is an article to encourage women “who want a curvy figure” to “try playing football”. “A Danish university has found soccer to be a healthier sport than jogging while a study done in England has found that football-playing teenage girls are likely to have fewer body hang-ups, be healthier and more confidence than their less active friends”. So COME ON, gals!!! Start the balls rolling… It’s a very interesting article, so interested parties, you can read it at http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/printfriendly/0,4139,144902,00.html

Recently heard from my friend a guy stole his “bro’s” gf as the guy is in army. Wat the… The guy and the gal together for 4 years somemore. Sometimes, it’s really not that we don’t want to trust our gf, it’s just that nowadays, some guys are just too “Chee Hong”!!! I know gals tends to get bored when bf is in army. So we can’t blame them if they go look for some fun. But at least they should know the limit lah… Got bf liao, still so close with the guy for f***? As time goes by, confirm will develop feelings one lor. It’s not that we guys don’t want you all to have male friends. Similarly, you all gals also wouldn’t want a gal to be really close to your bf right? Machiam like sharing bf with her right? So you should think how we guys will feel… You all really have to protect yourself from those “Chee Hong” guys…

09-10-07

2007-10-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

Change my blog's song again. This time is Ah Du's new album's song, Tao Li. I think it's a nice song. I think it's oso Drama 手足 song.

29th Sep 07
NTUC in mini-crisis; storehand machiam like all no mood to come work. So Tonight no storehand lor. So volunteer to work full-time today; 8am-10pm. Xiong right? Lol. But ok for me lah. Go home also nothing to do. No “hot dates” for the day. Might as well work lor, then got money. At least tonight is Tongwei, not so xiong lah. Can slack a bit. The only xiong part is the closing shop time. One person must push all the roll-cages…Siao liao!!!~~ Ask that stupid Wei Jie help me but he’s outside, so no choice but push on my own. But lucky, towards the end, got Ah Noi aunty come help me or else I sure shack one… If this goes on, sooner or later, our branch’s sales will definitely go DOWN, not UP!!!

30th Sep 07
Went to Night Safari with Wei Jie, Amos and Minz. Got to see quite a lot of wild animals on our Tram ride. Machiam the lion, giraffes amd Elephants all so big sia. Also went for the animal show; saw some of the animals perform on stage.

Argg!!! It's so dark at Nite Safari...

Me and my bros...

Jie, Minz and Amos

Gang of 4

Amos and my wish: Gang Of 6. lol.

3rd Oct 07
Today work full-time again. Should be working until 3.30pm only, but in the end, work until 10pm. Becoz GLS will came at 7pm. Wat the… So Manager ask me to stay back to help out lor. Becoz of this, even the manager and supervisor also work full lor. Pai seh bros, can’t accompany you all go swimming that day. GLS come that time, we work like siao lor. Lucky got Kang Quan pei me, or else I will be bored to death at NTUC. Now, after the renovation, the NTUC store become even worse. So small!!!~~ Only one roll-cage can be unpacked at one time. Like that very slow lor. Cannot speed up the process. By the time we close shop all shack liao. Then, tml still need to work morning until 3.30pm somemore. Confirm like walking Zombie tml.

4th Oct 07
Don’t feel like waking up, but have to force myself to wake up. Nobody was able to help me work today. Feel like PS NTUC. But 8.30am sharp, Jason jiu call my HP liao becoz I haven reach NTUC. So faster wash up and reach NTUC at 9am. All cashier starts work at 8am, only like special, reach at 9am. Then the aunties all start to ask why I late??? Sian!!!~~~ Then have to explain to them, “I yesterday work full!!!” Machiam sleepy sia. Don’t feel like opening counter, but have to. But I smart lor, try to liu when not much customer. Then Ah man aunty ask me help her print label. She scare lah, don’t dare to ask Jason(Supervisor) print. Then I go ask Jason, but he said he not free. So I told him I print myself, and he gave me the password for the computer. Lol. In the end, I print the label myself. Looks like I really zai one lor. Can work cashier, storehand and even supervisor’s job!!! NTUC must give me 3 person’s pay liao lor. Lol.

5th Oct 07
Happen to read Amos’s blog today and saw what he wrote. I fully agree with what he said. ''dun noe how hard it is unless they encounter it before'' Yah, it’s true that people won’t know how hard it’s to “move on” unless they encounter it before. The 2 words are easier said than done… It’s hard when the feeling is already there. It’s difficult to remember a person but it’s even more difficult to forget someone. Even until now, some trivial things can trigger my memory of “her”. Just like Wed’s Champion League Match between Man Utd and Roma at Old Trafford. It just reminds me of the chalet. On that very day, Man Utd was oso playing Roma at Old Trafford. We were playing Twister when we receive the news that Man Utd won 7-1. Denash was machiam high that day becoz of the win. It was such a memorable chalet that I can’t force myself to forget. You can say that I’m emo… But I always feel that the best way to get over someone is to cry it out. After you cry it out, you will definitely feel a lot better.

Human beings can change really faster. It’s really scary. The way they behave and their character can have a 360 ◦ change. Recently saw some friends who really change a lot. Why must Human beings change??? To keep up with globalization??? Or to protect themselves??? I guess I oso got change lah but for good reason. I used to hang out with guys during my Sec school days. But now in poly, I hang out more with gals ba. I want to build up my confidence talking to gals. Becoz I will be surrounded with people of the opposite sex if I take up accounting. I used to be very shy talking to gals one although I now still am… Becoz of my Sec school days phobia… I will just get tongue-tied.

Really found out that a couple working together in the same company need not be a good thing. Recently heard from my friend that his workplace got one “buay zi dong” couple. Work together machiam like honeymoon. The guy always goes to the gal’s desk to chit-chat with that gal, machiam he’s so free. Don’t need do his work like that. Then lunch hor, both of them take their own sweet time to eat. Time up liao still don’t know how to get back to work, still chit-chatting like nobody business. Want to talk after their work oso can talk right??? They are really setting a really bad example in the company. A good example will be that they have completed their individual work and they start to chit-chat. By that time, nobody would care man!!! You want to talk, you can talk until you song lah! But I don’t blame them lah. People who are madly in love have no brains… Maybe next time I might be like them oso. Lol.

6th Oct 07
Today is my cousin’s(Andrew’s) wedding, the one who is marrying a china gal. I’m being told to go his house early in the morning to help him carry his wedding photo albums. From his house, we went to a studio at Chinatown Point for the bride and groom to have their make-up. The bride went for a haircut at a “salon”. But the “salon” machiam like an old shop lor. Andrew and me went to have some food while the bride was having a haircut. When we came back, we were shocked to see the hairstyle of the bride. Wah lao!!!~~ Machiam ugly; like malay bride like that. Then still 30 bucks somemore. Even my cousin also said ugly lor. When we ask the hairdress, she said all bride looks this way… OMG!!! Yucks! After all the make-up and stuff, we went to the Masonic Club; just behind Hills Street Fire station. Now then I realize that we don’t have to go to the ROM on the actual day of marriage. You just have to invite a qualified Solemnizer, to help you proceed with ceremony, and your 2 witnesses. It really saves a lot of trouble. After the ceremony, we have an afternoon buffet there instead of the normal wedding dinner at restaurant. Thus, save a lot of money oso. I think next time, I oso simple and easy better. For the passed few days, my aunty was been scolded by the grandma for not make the marriage a grand one; have wedding dinner at restaurant. But I think nowadays, young people like us just want it to be simple. Why make it so troublesome??? Go restaurant eat still need to yin chou; drink beer with relatives. Then restaurant so ex somemore; pocket sure one BIG hole one. The funny part is the grandma wants to have the tea ceremony at Masonic Club. What the hell!!! At a “restaurant” where don’t have tea leaves and proper chair for tea ceremony. But at least the grandma is still smart enough to bring 2 packets of Lipton tea bags there. I think she is well-prepared and determined to drink this cup of grand-daughter-in-law’s tea. Lol. I already told my mum, ”Next time if you all want the tea ceremony, pls do it at home, NOT at a restaurant where it’s so troublesome and so many outsiders looking.” Pai seh sia. Lol. I oso told my parents that if grandma wants face and want to have wedding dinner at restaurant, then she will plan and pay for it. Else, I will just plan it my way and I will answer to my grandma for whatever I plan. As simple as that…

After the buffet, I help Andrew to bring the photo albums back to his house. The wedding photos were taken in China. The sceneries there were very nice and the cost of the albums are cheap. 1k+ for 3 albums, Singapore at least need 3-4K lor. So next time can consider going there to take my wedding photos. Soon bian go “honeymoon???” Lol.

After reaching his house, we had a little chat. Andrew was asking me abt my plan for the future and what I’m going to be. An engineer or an Accountant??? I told him for now, I still can’t confirm. I must see whether my results allow me to go University anot. If cannot, then I will go study ACCA. He told me that it’s time for me to plan for my future liao. Else I will end up with nothing; neither an engineer nor an accountant. Honestly, until now I still haven found my interest yet. Although I don’t hate engineering, I would like to have a job that interests and motivates me. A job that will make me feel like going to work becoz I like it, and not one that will make me goes to work for the sick of money. He oso told me abt his experience in studying ACCA. He said that he had a hard time coping with studies and working at the same time as he attempted to complete the course in 2 years. Firstly, he was a Mechanical Engineering student in Poly. So he had a hard time adapting to life in accounting. During the first lesson, students around him were able to use their calculators to calculate in unbelievable speed. But he was keying-in slowly, buttons by buttons. He was shocked lor. Then once, he took up 4 papers at one go and he failed 3 papers. At that time, he really felt demoralize; felt like giving up. And at work, his boss was also giving him a lot of pressures. He was under a lot of stress but he persevered. He was trying to tell me that accounting is tough. Your language needs to be strong becoz the way your phrase the answer will affect your marks. And your presentation skills need to be strong too. You need to talk confidently. He ask me don’t worry becoz if he can do it, of course I can as my diploma result is better than him. I said no link lor. My result better doesn’t mean my adaptability is better than him. He also told me my language and presentation skills can learn one. He last time also start for scratch. He asked me another question. Do I want to work in an office where there is aircon or work under the hot sun which most engineers does? I say of course I want to work inside office lah. After all these hard work and with the experience he have, he’s earning quite a lot working in China now. I guess my strength is that I’m willing to listen to advices and learn. That’s why I can learn so much from NTUC and the way it’s managed. Becoz I believe in 活到老, 学到老. If someone is willing to teach me, I’m willing to listen and learn. But sometimes I just can’t absorb lah. So the person has to be patient lor. Ever noticed that my English has improved recently??? Had been reading newspaper and borrowing books from library to read. So if anyone happens to see any language error on my blog, pls tell me and correct me secretly. Lol. Hopefully, one day I will be an accountant and earn as much as or even more than Andrew. Haha…

28-09-07

2007-09-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

Finally manage to revive my blog. Has been dead for the pass few days. Lol. Get to post again. Guess i'm addicted to blogging liao. Stay back in skool for 3 consecutive days to "save" my blog. Siao liao! Lol.

26th Sep 07
Too bored in project room. Went Cam-whore around skool with Apple and Gumu. Today Gumu wear nice nice sia, don't know want to go where... Lol. They took some photos inside the toilet while i have to wait outside again... Lol.

Apple is here...

Apple is gone...

Act Beng buay Beng... Lol.

Lecturer bring us to this "beautiful" scenery to take photo...

Today
Yes! Finally my 5 weeks VPP is over, got 2 weeks to rest before skool reopens again. This is going to be my last semester liao. It's like running the last lapse of 2.4km, must chiong all the way. Must push my average GPA up... Chiong Justin chiong!!! Don't slow down... Say 2 weeks break but still have to do a report for this VPP to be submited on the first week of skool and another 300 words Industrial visit cum seminar talk report.

Next Sat, my cousin is coming back to S'pore to ROM with his China gf. My aunty is really worried for him lor. Maybe she's thinking too much. My aunty told me something... My cousin has already given the gal's parents the Pin Jin(betroth money). My cousin, in a good way, call innocent, but in a bad way, call stupid. The elder people all feels that he shouldn't have given the parents the money so early in case they cancel the marriage after gotten the money. Although they might be thinking too much, but i think this kind of thing could happen, especially since you are in another country(China). There are no laws to protect foreigners like Singaporean. Honestly, I don't really like PRC(People Republic of China), especially they talk machiam like at the fish market. My aunty don't really likes the gal but my cousin likes. No choice lor. As long as both of them are happy can liao.

Recently, someone told me that "all guys are bastard!" My reaction was,"How can all guys are bastard?" Not all guys lah, but i would say most guys ba. Lol. It's just that you all nvr meet the right one. But you all will definitely find your Mr Right one day. Haha.

My favourite Arsenal Football Club is really superb now. They play machiam like GOD-LIKE, Especially Fabregas. He is just 20-year-old and is such a great passer of the ball. He will have a great future at Arsenal. These badge of "kids" really know how to play football. Looking at the way the trash Derby and the way they beat "an almost full strength" Newcastle United, you know that Arsenal's future is in good hand. So i guess they could be EPL Champion this year. The League Cup could oso be on the way to the Emirate Stadium... ~!GO Arsenal GO!~

25-09-07

2007-09-26T10:09:00.000+08:00

22th Sep 07
Went to work in the morning. Reach NTUC then know i got no counter. So manager ask me go help out as storehand for the day, then if got people go be packer for the cashiers. Not a lot of people, so i went to do the stock. Then, GLS(Grocery Logistics Singapore) comes at 12pm. Today a lot of storehand so by 3pm, we had all completed stocking up the new stocks from GLS. So at 3pm, all the storehand went home, only i was left. Then, Karen realised that the plastics bags that Tongwei ordered didn't arrived. So die lor. No plastics bags for sat night and sun. So Karen panicked. She faster called other branches to borrow plastics bags. lol. Then got one customer buy 6 cartons of Carlsberg, $300+. Then ask me help him bring to his lorry. Then, i pushed the beers and exited by NTUC's backdoor. That stupid backdoor there got "holes" down the slope. One of the wheels of the trolley just happened to enter into the hole, so the trolley peng lor, one carton drop on the floor. Luckily, only 3 bottles broke. Lol. That stupid customer, just know how to see, don't know how to help me push it down the slope... In the end give him another 3 bottles from NTUC lor. lol.

After that went to the office, Karen ask me go Serangoon Central Branch to help her take 2 cartons of plastics bags. Luckily got Sock Hong aunty's husband long ban me there. Reach the branch then saw their manager. That stupid manager troublesome sia. Said must sign what FVT form then can borrow the plastic bags from their branch. STUPID lah!!! Waste my time waiting for them to prepare the form. Already rushing for time becoz need to meet Wei Jie they all later, then they give me this kind of "stunt". Machiam like we borrow liao will nvr return like that. Next time they borrow anything from us, i oso must tell Karen to go law by law!!! =P In the end, still manage to get the 2 cartons of plastics bags. Today whoever storehand work night song sia. Got 4 babes and an aunty to accompany him. lol.

After resting for a while at home, I have to go out liao. Meeting Amos, Wei Jie and Huimin at AMK hub. We planned to go Night Safari one. Actually asked Apple, Regina, Denash and Pei Qi along. The more people, the merrier ma. But none of them can make it. SOB SOB!!! So as usual the 4 of us lor. lol. Said meet 6.30pm, but in the end, only meet up at 7pm. lol. We had dinner at the S11 coffeeshop there. After dinner, we intend to talk bus 138 to Night Safari. I told them to walk to interchange take but Amos don't want. So we walked to AMK field that bus stop. There don't have bus 138 so we decided to share cab there. Just then, we happened to see the poster for the movie "Underdog". So Amos suggested we go watch the movie. Then i ask after that do what? Then Amos said K Box lor. Wow! Like that wallet confirm "got one hole" one. lol. So finally, we decided to postpone the Night Safari and went for K Box. As usual lor. Me and Amos zhi HIGH with our Hokkien songs. lol. We sang until 11.30pm. After sending Minz home, we 3 guys share a cab home. It was a tiring but enjoyable day. Thanks guys. It would even be more "song" if we could sing until the place closed at 3am. lol.

Minz, Amos, Me and Wei Jie...

Concentrating on my Hokkien song...

Act cute time...

21th Sep 07
Reach skool in the afternoon after my driving lesson. Apple, Gumu and Wee Leong all nvr come skool today. So one person rot in class. Also don't know what to do??? Teacher oso nvr come today... Think becoz too bored in class liao, and i so happened to see a cute baby's photo, so went online to go see the top 100 names of babies in 2006. Haha... Too bo liao!!! Lol. So thought abt what my son's and daughter's names are going to be. Anyway, soon or later oso need to think abt it one ma. Lol. Erm... My son's name is going to be... Gavin Lim Zi Jian??? and if it's a daughter... Yvonne Lim Jia Xin??? Lol. Nice names???

19-09-07

2007-09-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

I had been really busy for the last one week. Really got no time to blog. Luckily project review just past, so finally have the time to blog again. Sorry, dear readers, you all have to read my compo blog again. =( I think this blog is more like a personal diary than a blog ba. This is to ensure that 10-20 years down the road, I will be able to recall what a person I am and what I have achieve in life! So this time, I’m posting 2 entries due to the long storylines.

18th Sep 07

Today went to eat KFC again becoz Gumu wants to eat there. Actually wanted to eat Pizza Hut one but the promo package is for 4 people one. We only got 3; Gumu, Apple and me. We order Family Feast A (Coleslaw change to cheese fries) + 4 regular drinks + New spicy BBQ drumlets for $30.60. I machiam feed pig lor; bao ga liao most of the chickens. Actually wanted to go play pool one. But by the time, we finished the food, it’s already 3.15pm. So we chit-chat for a while and I got to know abt Regina’s family problem. So sad, everyone has his/her own problem(s)/unhappiness ba. Haiz… It’s either BGR or family problem… Sian… For Gumu, that bloody VJ is really a bastard. Dating Gumu and another gal at the same time. 2-timers. Now, one ship(Gumu moving on with life) sinks liao hope the other sinks oso. Then he will die. BASTARD!!! I believe for 2 person to be together, there is a process. First, you need to have fate to meet each other. Next, you need the right things to happen at the right time so that you have the chance to perform your “stunt”. Just like in WHY WHY LOVE (换换爱)… Without Rainie Yang’s uncle not been able to pay for his hospital bill, 恶少wouldn’t have the chance to secretly help her pay for the hospital bill. Thus, she wouldn’t have been touched and fell for him. That’s show, but in real life you wouldn’t be given this kind of “god-send” chance to “touch???” her. That’s 1 in a 1000 probability. Haha. Next, we decided to cam-whore at KFC. Lol.

That's lots of food for the 3 of us to finish...

The great food i'm eating...

1...2...3...

Act cute time!!!

HAHA!!! Gumu, the black BUNNY!

TD 1.5

2007-09-17T08:47:00.000+08:00

11th Sep 07
Went for lunch with Apple, Gumu and Tuck Keong at Bukit Timah Plaza’s KFC. Again Apple, TK and me ordered student Zinger meal. Meanwhile, Gumu nvr eat anything becoz she got no mood to eat. That bloody TK damp hardworking sia. Having attachment at Bouna Vista, yet still come all the way to Ngee Ann to have lunch with us. Hardworking sia. After that, we walked a while then TK have to rush back to office liao. Although he had to rush back to work, he still accompany us walked back to Ngee Ann. Damn nice guy sia, but mind still as pervert as before. Went back class Regina was chatting with Gumu. She know Gumu very sad. Then she secretly sms me to ask me Gumu whether got eat lunch anot. I said nvr. So she told me that Gumu likes Milo. So I secretly went to Co-op to buy Milo for Gumu. When I came back class, Gumu saw me bought a Milo, she thought that it was for myself. But when she knew that it was for her, she machiam touched sia, want to cry like that. I told her the truth. It’s Regina who told me that she likes Milo one. I only put in the effort to go Co-op buy for her. Didn’t do much.

Joke of Day: At BTP’s KFC, we ordered 3 zinger burger meals, but only one ready. So have to wait for another 2. When I bring that only burger to our table, I told Apple to eat first. But she chu stunt! She told TK,” You eat first lah, I eat slower!” Lol. Funny sia. Someone who eat slower should eat first right? Haha. Apple, nice one. Good reverse Psychology. Lol.

12th Sep 07
Regina came to skool to pei Gumu in the morning. After that, the 3 of us went for lunch with Apple and TK again. Today fast food again. Went to eat MacDonald at King Albert Park. Apple got the coupons. The food damp a lot sia. I ordered a MacSpicy Meal and got 6 Nuggets free. Gumu don’t want the free Nuggets, instead she got herself a free chocolate fudge but don’t want to eat. So she gave me eat. Regina oso gave me 2 Nuggets. So that day I eat a MacSpicy burger, 1 medium Fries, a large Milo drink, a hot fudge and 8 Nuggets. They Machiam fed me like pig lor! So full sia. TK joined us but nvr eat becoz he ate with his colleagues at SIM. After that, we walked back skool. On the way back, Apple said she can’t finish her drink, ask me want anot. Since only a bit left and not wanting to waste food, I decided to finish it for her. We reach our project room at 2pm.

At 3pm, it’s our NAPFA training again but my stomach is still so full. How to run 2.4km and do sit-ups? But in the end, I still went for NAPFA training. Shatter-run cannot run, only 10.4sec. Sit-and-reach still maintains 45cm. Sit-up mian qiang do 42 and then stop. Did 5 Pull-ups with teacher’s help. Manage to jump 2.35m for Standing broad jump. But for 2.4km really can’t run. Ran with Gumu. Kept “pushing” her to run. 14mins lor. It’s a very good result for her but not me. Her stamina damn good sia. Air force gal jiu shi air force. Machiam man sia!

After I reached home, I received a call from WJ. He ask me accompany him go Hougang Mall eat dinner. But my mum got cook. After I ate my dinner, I went to Hougang Mall to find him. He ate Long John and after that we went to eat Ya Kun. Later, I went his house to get Ernest’s Counter Strike(Condition Zero) game to play. I introduce an online game Tower Defence 1.5 for him to play. Anyone interest can go play. The website is http://www.handdrawngames.com/DesktopTD/game.asp . Whoever can complete the FUN mode 10K 100 level quest FIRST will get a free 1.5L 100 plus from me. I want the photo of the completed quest together with the score page.
So jia you, SOS!

13th Sep 07
Sian, today wake up throat damn pain sia. Think kana the sickness from Apple yesterday. Lol. So went to see doctor and took a MC for that day. So whole day sleep at home until I went for driving lesson at 6.30pm. Saw WJ and Minz at AMK before I start my lesson. Then went home to sleep.

14th Sep 07
Went to skool in the morning. No one in my group came. Gumu went back hospital for check up. Wee Leong pon skool; nvr come. Apple oso nvr come. So I went for lunch with the other group members. After that, we went back class and I went to play TD 1.5. Still can’t complete the 10K quest. Only manage to play until Level83 jiu die liao. Play until fed up, so went to the gym with Jiajie. Weight training lor, until our whole arms numb then we went back class rest. Stay back in skool until 6.30pm to watch WHY WHY LOVE (换换爱) on Youtube. Had been chasing the drama for a week liao. Hope to finish watching soon. It’s quite an interesting show.

15th Sep 07
Went for soccer training in the morning. Only 5 SOS players; Clement, Jon, Jason, Ivan and me. So sad! Then played together with Denash’s team. Today, Lester and JiaLe got come and coach Overload for training. I think we need a coach too… Team, how abt ask Wen Xiong be our coach??? Haha. =)

After that went to work at NTUC in the late afternoon. NTUC renovate until very nice sia. Got money jiu nice lor. New air-con damn cold sia. Reach there, was told that I don’t have any counter. So be storehand for that day. Machiam already 4 storehand; Kang Quan, Jin Wu, Chin Hiang and Fizal. Supervisor Tongwei somemore. Machiam slack sia. And the forever so troublesome and naggy Wendy aunty always got things for me to do. Help her buy dinner, ask me help customers find this find that, etc… Even ask me accompany her to the market toilet becoz NTUC now don’t have toilet anymore. She said she scared… Dotz. Machiam AUNTY already still scare. Maybe Hui Fang or Pei Shan tell me they scare, I can understand lah. Lol. Aunty maybe Ah Pek wants lah. HAHA. Nothing to do, so went to be Hui Fang’s packer. Soon bian chit-chat with the gals. With 4 storehands and me, we only took only 10mins to push the roll-cages in. Close shop fast sia.

Joke of the day: Never work for 2weeks. Everyone seems to forget the procedure of doing store close. Everyone forget to declare at the counter machines before going to the computer to print out the day’s earnings. Wendy aunty is most funny one. Standing stoned in front of the computer, machiam the computer will print the day’s earning by itself, without her logging in and telling the computer to do so. Already a mother liao, but can still be so blur. A big SOTONG! Lol.

16th Sep 07
Wake up early morning 6.30am. Had to prepare myself for the SMRT Challenge. I took part in the skool category, representing Ngee Ann, together with 3 SOS players cum Ngee Ann students, Ivan, Rong De and Jun Hui. I meet up with Ivan at his house. Then, Jun Hui’s parents fetch us to Ngee Ann City, which is the start point. After some briefing, the race started at 9.30am. There were a total of 8 stations to go. After we got our clues, we stayed at Ngee Ann City for a while to solve the unknown distinations. At first, we didn’t know some of the places like where is SMRT Singapore Recreational Club? After getting some help, we realized that it was located beside Bishan Stadium. We could have won that day IF we had not missed the MRT Depot at EXPO. That would means $500 richer for each of us.

So we went from:
1. Changi Airport
2. Bedok
3. Euno
4. Aljunied
5. EXPO
6. Tanjong Pagar
7. Dhoby Ghaut
8. Bishan

We should have gone to:
1. Bishan
2. Dhoby Ghaut
3. Tanjong Pagar
4. Aljunied
5. Euno
6. Bedok
7. Airport
8. EXPO
Then back to Ngee Ann City (if we had knew all the places).

However, I’m really happy that we came in 12th out of 90 teams. No disagreement in the team and SOS’s bond is as strong as ever before. We “fight” for each other, ran like crazy and people in MRT thought that we were crazy to perspire like mad. But we didn’t care. We just wanted to complete the race with the best of our ability. Well done, team! Next year, we should come back stronger. Hope we can send 3 teams to take part next year! =)

Jun Hui, Ivan, Rong De and Me

17th Sep 07
Although my sore throat has recovered, my nose is still blocked. Thus, I went to see doctor again in the morning. The doctor said my nose got infection, so he gave me some medication and a bottle of nose drop to help “unblock” my nose. Got an MC for today. After taking the medicine, slack on the bed lor. Until 12pm, meet my mum at Kovan NTUC to buy some things. I cycled there. After that bring the food home before going to meet Wei Jie at Hougang Mall for lunch. Went to buy his Duck gian, that he craves, at my house’s market’s duck rice shop. But becoz Monday, duck rice shop nvr open. So instead, bought otah for him. Cycled to Hougang Polyclinic to find him. Then, long ban him go Hougang Mall there eat. Say not enough time ask me faster. Got 1hrs lunch break lor. Kan Chong Spider! So heavy still KP so much. Wei Jie, you should feel fortunate that your MANAGER long ban you k? My bicycle skill so zai! He ate beef steak for lunch while I order a plate of duck gian for us to share. Then we chit-chat for a while and he had to go back attachment liao. I long ban him back to the polyclinic. Then he ask me see a “gal”, his colleague. Machiam aunty sia. Not chio at all. Just a normal sporty and “man” woman??? No threat to Minz at all. If I don’t like, I don’t think Wei Jie will like this kind of “Too Overaged” woman. So no fear k? Lol.
Then go home slack again lor… Monday blues… Boring sia…

10 Sep 07

2007-09-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

6th Sep 07
Accompany Gumu the whole day in skool. Her mood not good ma. But still better than yesterday. Try to make a fool of myself to make her smile lor. Apple got MC so nvr come today. So lunch time only got me and Gumu. Meet up with our project supervisor at 3.30pm. Discuss abt the tasks of our new project until 5.30pm. After that had to rush home so that I will reach Ernest’s cum SOS gathering dinner on time, 6.45pm. Reach home around 6.15pm. OMG! Got to be late. After changing a new pair of clothes, I had to rush off to take MRT to Dhoby Ghaut. Stupid bus lor! When I’m rushing, the bus just take so long to arrive. When I reached Dhoby Ghaut, it was already 7pm. Most people were there liao. So many people were there lor; I think around 15. We ate at Fish & Co at Glass House. All SOS players + Lin Lin and Angela. By the time the dinner ends, it was 8pm liao. We decided to play pool. In the end, we played at Paradiz Centre there becoz the other shop was full. We took up 3 tables becoz there were too many people. Some people went off earlier while jon, clement, srd, ernest, amos, wj, minz and me played until 11+pm. Amos, wj, minz and me decided to share a cab home but couldn’t get one. So we walked all the way to Little India. But still couldn’t see a single cab. So we took bus 54 to Bishan and took a cab home from there. Lol.

7th Sep 07
Today need to go for Industrial visit at Tampine, AFPD, in the afternoon. So actual decided not to go skool in the morning, can slack at home. But Apple gave me attitude; pester me to go skool early pei her eat lunch. Else she don’t eat. Lol. Sick somemore, don’t eat how can? So no choice lor, have to go skool early pei her eat lor. Lol. When we finish our lunch, it just happened that the coach bus arrived to take us to AFPD while Apple went back project room to slack. Haha. So now, more info for AFPD. AFPD is an LCD production company. They produces Low-Temperature Polysilicon (LTPS) TFT LCDs. It’s co-owned by Toshiba and Matsushita. Really learnt a lot that day; processes of producing LCDs TV and monitors. Should be going out with Gumu and Regina they all after skool one. But Regina was sick; running a fever. So in the end, had to cancel. Therefore, I went back home straight from AFPD becoz there got bus 72 directly reach my home in 20 mins, rather than going back Ngee Ann and going home for 1hrs. Haha. So in the near future, I might consider working there. The workplace is all computerize and is so near my house. Lol.

8th Sep 07
Rain the whole morning. So sian! Stay home and do nothing the whole day. NTUC renovation, so got no job. Zzz….

9th Sep 07
Went for SOS soccer early in the morning at 8am. Played until 12pm. Eddie, Law, Sandy and Kok joined our team played. We played against Denash’s team, Overload. Sort of training match ba. Finally, I’m learning to use my chest more liao. I scored the last goal; chesting the ball down before volleying it into goal. Haha. Morale up sia. But oso injured myself yesterday. Taken a knock and now you can see a big patch of blue-black on my left foot. Looks like I might need to go see the Tampine physio. =( Apply medication liao but still very painful; especially wearing shoes that time. After soccer, went home to rest for a while. After that had to go for driving lesson at 4pm. Did reverse and parallel parking on the same day. Not very difficult to learn actually. Today driving very soon sia. Hope I can pass my driving test for the very first time! After that I will long ban my mum first. Lol. Not my fault k? No gf of course long ban mother first lah. Haha.

Went to Amos’s house to play Fifa07 at 7.30pm. Played until 10.30pm go home. It was fun lah. Mostly high scoring sia. My Drogba damp zhai lor. Hat-trick sia. Amos cannot tahan, hopping mad! Lol.

Today
Went to look at my project’s sample program. Needs time to go understand the program code before I can convert the program from Visual Basic.net to C#. Then went for lunch with Apple and Gumu. After lunch, we slack at Atrium, with Spencer joining us, until 2pm. Spencer crap a lot and we laugh like hell lah. Reached back project room awhile and we had to go for our NAPFA training liao. Apple don’t have track shoes, so she went home. She don’t want to run without track shoes; very xinku. Haha. Today NAPFA result a lot better than Wed. Got improvement, maybe becoz today weather more cooling. All improve except standing broad jump. 240cm drop to 235cm. Shutter run improve from 10.1s to 9.9s. Sit and reach, 42cm to 45cm. Pull-ups from 0 to 2. Sit up do until 45, I stopped. 2.4km run from 12.57min to 11.55min. One minute improvement but still not good enough! Still got to improve somemore!!! Wow! Tired sia. Don’t know why??? Just seems to lost my “nvr say die” attitude in running. I guess not only running ba but other things oso lor. Lol. Just seems to slow down when my body is tired.

Change blog’s song again. This time is Ah Mei’s, Zhang Hui Mei, song.

Pool time

2007-09-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

3rd Sep 07
Today went out with Wei Jie in the morning to Peninsula Plaza to see our new soccer team jersey. But not nice one leh. So decided to go Queensway. More choices. By the time we finish window shopping there, it’s 12pm liao. So we decided to eat lunch first. So I decided to bring Wei Jie to Chinatown there to eat Crayfish Hor Fan. The Hor Fan there very nice. Very Q. 2 plate of $4 Hor Fan and $2 prawn dumpling soup eat until full lor. So full that Wei Jie said want to vomit. Lol. $10 worth it sia. Honestly, going to that place really reminds me of the time that I and she ate there. Although the time was short, I really had fun that day. I really can’t help thinking abt it and got emo again. Same table somemore. Nan dao ask me don’t go there forever meh? It’s impossible lor. Ok. Enough emoing, else people will suan me again…

Ok. After that, took 147 to Queenways with Wei Jie. Meeting Amos and Wei Jie’s brother, Bobby at Queensway. Amos wants to see soccer shoes and the team jersey, while Bobby wants to buy new soccer boots; both street and field. Since we arrived early, both of us went to look around first. We stopped at a shop and saw that their jerseys were quite nice. So we went in. We saw plain orange Umbro jersey quite nice. The yellow version oso quite nice. So shortlisted these 2. After seeing the jersey, we went to look for Bobby’s boots and new balls for SOS. Wei Jie wanted to buy the metal studs boots. I objected but he wanted it. He ask the uncle for his size but the uncle told him that soccer tournaments can’t wear these kind of boots. So in the end he nvr buy. Instead, he bought a black and white 2nd grade predator for $119. He oso bought a swimming goggles. Meanwhile, Bobby bought a Total90 Laser turf boots($80) and a silver color 2nd grade Predator($95). Amos and me didn’t buy anything. We bought 2 balls for the team; one F50+ ball and the other is the Asian Cup ball for $47.90.

After that accompany Bobby and Wei Jie to Thomson Medical Hospital to visit their cousin who just gave birth. After staying for a while, we went to Van Permin’s house for dinner. Minz’s mum cooked a lot of food sia. All so nice and delicious. I ate until so full lor. Minz, help me thank your mum for the dinner and 881 CD. =) After dinner, we stay there to watch “Hey! Gorgeous” on Channel U. This week is the NYP one. So Bobby very interested. Lol. After the show, Bobby went out with his friends while Wei Jie and me waited for his father to come and fetch us home. Although it was a tiring day, I really enjoyed myself. A bit disappointed with the 881 CD. Publicity so good, but songs got no lyrics except for 3 songs. Haiz... I have to write the lyrics myself. Dotz.

4th Sep 07
I reach school around 10+. Too tired liao, don’t feel like climbing out of bed early. Gumu nvr come today becoz need to go hospital to remove the dressing. Too tired, no mood to do project and don’t know what to do oso. Btw, my project topic change liao. Don’t know how to start. Find lecturer oso not in. Sian… So slack in class until lunch. Use computer to surf the internet. Wee Leong went to play his online game. I meet up with Apple for lunch. Both of us only, machiam “dating” sia. Lol. Wee Leong went to eat with my classmates which Apple didn’t know. At first want to eat at canteen 2 but so few stores open like nothing to eat lor. So we decided to go Bukit Timah Plaza to eat KFC. Soon bian shop at the new NTUC there. When we reach there, I went to order food. I bought 2 sets of student Zinger burger meal for her and me. After eating, she told me she sore throat and want to go NTUC buy Strapsules. I didn’t know she sore throat, else I would have allow her to eat KFC liao. Fried Chicken lor, confirm sore throat get worse one. After that should be going back school one. But think abt it, go back oso nothing to do, Apple suggested we go play pool there. I so long nvr play pool, then suddenly ask me play pool. We played for 2 hrs. I played like shit lor. We played 10 games and lose to her 7-3. So disgraceful! Lose to a gal sia. But honestly, that day I damp suay lah. Whatever ball goes in, the white ball goes in oso… Sian… Somemore, the black ball go in without finish the other balls. Suay lor! She machiam happy lah. Win me, smiles smiles smiles. We went back school around 3pm. Then slack a while, go home liao. At night, when I msg Apple, then I found out that her sore throat had got worse and was running a fever. Worried abt her lor. Feel so bad abt it. If she had not go to eat KFC, maybe her sore throat wouldn’t had got worse. And she told me afternoon buy the Strapsules eat machiam no use one lor. I told her fever must eat Panadol but she told me she cannot eat. Allergy to Panadol. So no choice have to dong until today afternoon before her father bring her to the hospital to see doctor.

Today
Reached school around 9am. Went for breakfast with Gumu and Apple. Apple look sian sian becoz she’s still sick. She got no appetite to eat; throat very pain. So only Gumu and me eat. But Gumu very sad today oso. Tell her lame jokes oso won’t laugh. BGR problem again. That bloody stupid VJ!!! Like Gumu. But when he find out she likes him oso, he “hang up to sell”. Act cool! Don’t want to chap Gumu. Nvr msg and nvr call her oso. F***er sia! Now, Gumu still buy a watch for him. Buy give him waste money sia. Might as well buy for me. Looks like love is really blind!!!

Went to play soccer with my classmates around 12pm at Ngee Ann Street Soccer court. Play against another group of people until 1pm. We won 6-2. I scored 1 and assisted 4. After that went back to project room. Then Apple called me said her father still haven come fetch her to the hospital and she very hungry, nvr eat lunch. So I accompanied her to Atrium to buy sandwich to eat. Her father told her he will reach around 12-1pm. But in the end, we waited until 3pm, then her parents came.

After that, I went for my NAPFA training organize by the school for the NAPFA test on 26 Sep. Wow. Machiam like shit lor. Especially my pull-ups and 2.4km run. Slack a lot. 3years nvr run so long distance liao. My timing is the worst in my life, 12.57mins. I used to run around 10 mins one lor. Then my pull-up only 2 times nia. Failed sia. Should start training vigorously liao! The rest all 4-5 points lor. So if I fail my NAPFA this month, a bit pity lah. All so good, except these 2 stations. Come on! Will somebody push me to train? Sometimes really lazy and got no discipline. So shack sia. Or is it becoz I played soccer this afternoon and thus, my result fair badly? Maybe lor… I don’t know oso.

Project changes

2007-09-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

30th Aug 07

Went to Marina with Regina, Gumu and Wei Zhong after school. Actually don't want to go one, becoz Gumu just had an operation on Tues; should be resting at home. but she insisted to go becoz she said staying at home in bed is very bored. Initially, want to go there watch Fireworks one. But in the end, we decided to go watch movie, Hairspray. It's a movie with a lot of singings and it's about black skins and white skins(racism) not been able to sing together. We went to have dinner at Long John Silver before the show. After dinner, Wei Zhong left becoz he say he very tired becoz 2 days nvr sleep. So he nvr join us for the movie. After the movie, we walk to the Merlion Park and took some photos there.

Taking lame photo inside Marina Square

"Molesting" the snatch theives

Making "lame" calls

Regina and Me at Merlion Park

Gumu act shy. lol

Me, Regina and Gumu

Also took some photos with Gumu and Apple outside our project room toilet during our slacking time. I will upload them soon. =)

31st Aug 07

After my PPP course, I meet up with Amos, Wei Jie, Denash and Huimin in town to watch movie. We actually wanted to go K one but Wei Jie don't want. So need to settle for movie. Wei Jie want to watch 1408 so we accompanied him. I think the movie quite bored lor; not scary one. After the movie, we went to eat at Great World there. We all ordered the Big Prawn Noodles with side dishes of Rojak and Egg Omelette. After that we took bus home.

1st Sep 07

Early in the morning, 8.30am, i had to reach SMRT HQ at City Hall to attend a briefing for the SMRT Challenge which Jun Hui, Rong De, Ivan and Me took part. It will be held on the 16th Sep. Hope we win, then each of us got 500 bucks. Cool...$$$$

Today

Morning pong work and went for soccer at 8.30am. Finally got to see Ernest after 3 months. Missed him man. So pong work oso worth it lah. Play until 12pm. Damp tired sia. Don't know why??? Recently just get "tired" easily. I machiam like a 50 year old soul living in a 20 year old body. Recently kana suan for being old for eating Pig Liver and maw... Dotz. Maybe i'm really is old!!! ="(

Haha. Wei Jie, you said i machiam happy when going out with Regina they all. I wouldn't say it's happier ba, i think it's more natural lor. In the heart, just feel a bit weird and 尴尬. Just don't know how to explain. Going out with you all does have the fun and happy moments ba. Sometime will just happen to think of the chalet and Sentosa outing, then i will get Emo again. I guess some things are beyond my control ba. Once again i would like to emphasize that i enjoy going out with Regina they all not becoz i'm interested in her or what. Btw, she got bf liao. Eric machiam rich lor, how can i compare with him??? Got car somemore. I will not be able to give her the spending power she wants. lol.

Today i really disappointed with my bros. Wei Jie everytime ask me to speak out, but before i could speak up one of you is already laughing like crazy lor. Maybe it's really the way i speak ba with the Hokkien accent??? Machiam today ask Wei Jie to meet at my house tml, before i could say something, Amos was already laugh there, don't know for what. It really turns me off lor. Actually wanted to ask Wei Jie to come my house tml morning to eat Pig Liver before going out. He wants to eat but scared ma fan. But today morning i still went to the market to buy it for him at 6am. My mother stunned lor, see me so early go market. I told her i want to go buy Pig Liver to cook for Wei Jie tml. She told me if he wants to eat, his mother will cook for him one. Why so Kpo??? I told her nvm, cook liao i oso can eat ma. Cycled to Kovan market to buy lor. Now nvm liao, i already cooked and eaten them this afternoon. Too bad lor... No Pig Liver... Haiz... Disappointing... That's why i perfer to shut up. Talk less = less chances of making a fool of myself. Zip...

Last week

2007-08-29T19:31:00.000+08:00

No time to blog last week. So now post together.

20th Aug 07
Should be busy preparing for Tuesday and Wednesday papers. But was watching the last episode of 宝家为国.I guess the storyline in show and in real life is always different ba. In the show, “Pei Pei” accepted “WenJing” after she knew that all the while, it’s “WenJing” who is doing so many things for her (make a new pendant for her and remind “WenZhong” abt her birthday), not “WenZhong”. But I guess in real life, Pei Pei wouldn’t have accepted “WenJing”. Becoz I believe gals will go by their instincts. Once they think they like the guy, they will only accept him and no one else. And in real life, I don’t think there will be scenario whereby “Picasso” will have the chance to save “WenWei” from the time bomb. No bomb = No touched = NO “WenWei” and “Picasso” together. However, I still like the story ending ba. All married together so 热闹. Maybe next time SOS oso can do something like that. Fabrejie, Van Der Mos and Frank Lamhock marry together on the same day. Lol. Confirm very noisy one!!! Haha.

21st Aug 07
One paper down, one more to go.

22nd Aug 07
Finished my exam liao.

23rd Aug 07
Went to work in the morning. Finished work at 2pm. Went to AMK Hub to watch movie, 881. Actually watch with my father one, but he doesn’t want. So I watched alone lor. Amos was in school doing project, so never ask him. I guess he oso won’t watch this kind of show one. People like me who appreciate Hokkien will like it. Others might find this type of show “stupid”. The theater machiam all aunties and uncles, just a few teenagers. Although the storyline was a bit boring, I like the songs in the show; especially “One half” and “最后一口气”. “最后一口气” is the last song produced by Chen Jin Lang before he dies. It’s a very touching and meaningful song. Listen liao can cry one. Can’t download the 881 sound tracks in imeem.com. Can someone help me? Else I will have to buy the CD liao.

After that met Amos at town to look at the Nike products; shoes, jersey etc… Went from Wheelock place to Paragon to Bugis. Amos and me each bought a T-shirt at S&K. 2 for $28. After that have dinner across the street of Parco Bugis. We ordered Hokkien Mee, BBQ stingray and a soup. After that went for desert; Mango sago with Pomelo. Then we took bus home.

When I was young, I liked getai a lot. I always follow my father to watch, especially the 7th Month. I appreciate Hokkien songs, so I can learn it real fast. After listening to Getai, I can sing liao. Getai singers earns a lot. I think $60-$80 per song lor. I nearly became one. Lol. Do you know that the song “bad times” in 881 is sang by Li Pen Fen? The gal is same age as us lor. I think she now machiam rich lor. But it’s not the singer that I admire the most. It’s the emcees. I like Liu Ling Ling and Zhong Yao Nan. Their jokes damp lame and funny lor. Can laugh until crazy lor. Dream of being one but too bad, I’m not lame enough! =”(

24th Aug 07
Went driving in the morning at 9am. Today was suppose to be a class outing. But due to the poor response, Gumu, Regina and me decided to going cycling at Pasir Ris. It rained in the morning but luckily, it stopped at 1pm. So we decided to meet up at 3pm Pasir Ris MRT station. Worn the shirt that I bought yesterday. After meeting up, I bought them to the bus-stop to take 403 to Pasir Ris Park. Each of us rent a bicycle for one hour but we ended cycling for one and a half hrs. So have to pay additional charge lor. Pasir Ris Park is a small place after all. So can only cycled those few places. Cycling passed those places really reminds me of the chalet’s time. Honestly, it just seems like yesterday. It’s still so fresh in my mind and sweet too…

Regina, Gumu and Me at Pasir Ris Park

After that, we met up with Tuck Keong for dinner after his work. I bought them to Chomp Chomp eat. We order a lot of food sia. All spicy one except cereal prawns. Got Kang Kong, Hot plate Sotong, Deep fried you tiao and stingray. 5 items $47 dollars not X lah. Really full lor. After that thought of eating desert; Swensen’s earthquake. But Serangoon garden no Swensen, only café cartel. In the end, we ended up eating MacDonald ice-cream becoz Gumu need to rush home to feed her dog. Lol. So after eating, we went home; 3 of them share a cab home while I took bus home. Have to sleep early tonight becoz tml is Zheng Wen’s testimonial match.

At Chomp Chomp: Table full of food

25th Aug 07
Today is the much anticipated Wenz’s testimonial match. This is the last match for Wenz before he go for his oversea attachment. We are playing against Overload, a team who is not too strong for us. Can say standard the same lah. Very kan chiong sia. Hope to play well for the team. I meet up with Ivan and Amos to go to AMK field. When we reach the field, I was disappointed to see that the field was machiam muddy. That’s mean we can’t play passing liao. For the first half, I really played like SHIT! Really non-existant on the field. Really frustrated that I couldn’t get the ball. Wei Jie was sitting too deep, machiam like defender, not DM. Without Wei Jie winning the ball in midfield, I was really lost. I couldn’t play my game. I want playing more like a DM rather than an AM. As I wasn’t good at read the game, I couldn’t really intercept their passes. STUPID ME! But what I’m really happy abt is the 2nd half. We make a magical come back, from 3-0 down to 3-3 draw, courtesy of goals from SRD, Ivan and Jack. However, luck was not with us. In the end, we lost 4-3 due to unforeseen circumstances, a miskicked by our very own Van Der Mos. Lol.

After that match is when the headache comes. Have to wash my own jersey, socks and soccer boots. Have to get rid of the soils under the boots. Boots still quite easy to wash, the difficult one is the white shorts. Machiam yellow lor. Wash three times, even put bleach oso not white sia. Pek chek lor. After having a rest, went to work at NTUC. Van Permin ask Amos and me to join in to celebrate Fabrejie’s birthday. We gave him a surprised celebration at his void-deck. He machiam touched sia. Haha. Machiam envy sia. Such a gd gf. Come up with a surprise for him and bought him an ice-cream cake. Fortunate guy! Haha.

Today
Change my blog’s song again. This time is one of my favourite childhood songs. And another favourite childhood song is Emil Chou’s 朋友.

Realised something. The brain can control any part of your body but not your heart becoz your heart just don’t listen to what the brain says. When your brain tells you that you should move on, your heart just don’t feel like moving on. Why is the heart so stubborn???
I know the brain oso don’t want to move on one. Else it wouldn’t be thinking abt the happy moments we had. But at least the brain is smart enough to know that it’s not possible between us. The brain and heart must coordinate in order to move on. Sometimes, it really is a torture. Can someone help me lose my memory so that it will not be so painful??? Argh!!!

After my graduation, I will be going to China for Holiday. Go there sightseeing. I want to go climb the Great Wall of China while I’m still young and have the stamina. Go there find my cousin. He will be paying for my hotel room so I just have to save up for flight tickets, food and shopping ba. Should be around 1K lor. Soon bian see the chio bu there. Maybe find a gf there, like my cousin. Lol. But firstly, must see my cousin’s wife-to-be how first. If she is really the “just want his money” type, then I must think twice liao. Haha.

Going back school everyday for project. 8.30am to 4.30pm. So couldn’t work at NTUC during the vacation. No work = No addition money. Btw, my NAPFA is coming. It’s on 26 Sep. But I still can’t get myself in good shape. Confirm cannot make it for pull-up liao lah. No fats how to build. Instead, I’m feeling I’m getting skinnier. My watch is so loose now. Should I give up training??? Feel like buying the protein powder to pump myself up… What should I do???

Player's point of view

2007-08-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry. Really pissed off yesterday. That's why use those hurtful words. Just really don't understand what you all want? Competitive football? Winning important? Training important? Once when i organise matches and no training, you all say always matches, no training how to improve? Then training, you all say boring... Can you all tell me what you all want? I really don't know what to do??? Why always put me in a spot??? Who should i listen to? If you all want, we can meet up on Thurs nite. 8pm? Wei jie's house coffeeshop? Can Jie do me a favour? Note down what i say in case i forget what i want to say...

For now, i just want to say what i have to say as a player. I feel really very frustrated when i see myself not improving. I just felt that everyone is trying to improve and i'm there lang lang san san. I feel very guilty when i see that Jie(as a captain) and Amos(as an a. manager) are working so hard for the team in match but me(as a manager) can't even do my own task right... much less playing well for the team. Just a useless manager ba. Really feel very tired sometimes. You all can say that i'm egoistic ba. But that's what i expect myself to do. Play better and help the team to win. Becoz i know everyone likes the feeling of winning matches. Honestly, every manager wants to win. Which one don't??? Ferguson, Wenger, Jose Mourinho, Rafael Benitez all want to help the team win. I feel that i'm really hump! Don't dare to head the ball becoz scare glasses break, don't dare to chest the ball becoz feel that don't have the "chest" to cushion the ball. But i guess i'm more confident with my legs ba. Only know how to use thigh and feet. That's my first instinct ba. It really needs time for me to learn to head and chest the ball without fear. Just give me some time...

Maybe we can play against Overload next week. They not very easy opponent and at the same time, not too strong for us. I must re-discover my fighting spirit from that match! I believe with you all de help, i will definitely re-discover it. The final score doesn't matter as long as i can see that you all have put in your best effort. That will be the best encouragement i can get that will convince me that SOS will always be worth fight for!!! Just hope you all put in your best performance...=)

Just don't know why so suay??? All bad things just come together. Maybe just like transmitting data ba. Error always come in a burst. Cycled to Kovan to buy breakfast in the morning. On the way there, my bicycle was still ok. When i come back, i realised that my bicycle front tyre was punctured. No choice lor. Have to push the bicycle all the way home. So sad. Don't know is it someone burst my tyre when i locked it to buy food or did i run over something and the tyre burst. Why so suay??? When is my lucky star going to appear? Hahaz.

Your suay manager,

Justin

What i have to say

2007-08-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

Hey. Thanks for all those nice words you all said. I just want to say what i have to say. It's not abt whether i'm a good manager anot. It's all abt whether the effort i put in the team is worth it anot? I really feel that the team have given up hope on me. I would nvr give up hope on people unless they give up hope on me. Do you know how sad it is for a manager to see 4 people come for training? I don't think i have seen a worst situation than this. I really wonder if my ren qi really that bad that i can't really get people for training? Why are people not replying whether they are coming for training anot? When i assume that people never say they are not coming, i expect them to be present. But in the end, they just never turns up. ="(

I really hate it when someone tells me they are tired and too lazy to wake up for training. What kind of f***ing attitude is this? I just feel that i'm wasting my time organising training. Might as well stay at home to sleep late. Waste my effort! Don't forget i'm not paid to organise training. I always ask myself... Is it worth it wasting my sms and time on you people? I can use these time doing more meaningful things like doing volunteering work for those handicap and disabled people. It's not that i want to say it this way. I really don't feel appreciated at all.

The problem with Human Beings is that they are not giving enough recognition. Even i myself admit that i'm not praising and saying enough nice things abt people. You all players want the manager to say nice things abt you to encourage you all. Similarly, the manager also needs your recognition. Don't forget i'm oso a player. I know how you all feel, but you all don't get to taste what i'm feeling becoz you all are not manager. That why i prefer to encourage the players when they are playing badly, instead of demoralise them by scolding them. Even in FM(Football Manager), i have never K my players before. Becoz i know it's bad for the morale of the players and it won't do the team any good.

I really hate you all de training attitude. Machiam f*** up sia! Even if i got plan for training, i can't complete the whole proceedings one. There is always people not happy with the things i planned. Boring lah, not fun etc... You all just want the training match. I know training match is fun. Everybody laugh and enjoy. Why can't you all play something more "boring" first before you all have fun? There is nothing as always fun one. There are "suffering" too. So now, good. You all can have as many training matches as you all one. i'm not going to care anymore. I guess someone with a bigger authority will lead the team better.

Hey, Wenz. When are you going oversea? I promise i will try to organise a match for SOS before your oversea attachment. This could be my last match for SOS. I will see how this match goes before i decide on my future with SOS. Even if i come back, i will NEVER EVER organise training again.

~Signing off, Frank Lamhock!~

Words of advices

2007-08-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hi, everyone. Some of you must be wondering why I’m still posting at my blog despise me saying that was going to be my last post. Haha. Thanks to the people around me who had “counseled” me, especially Ms Mullai, my mum, my Bros and the friends around me; both females and males lah. Actually not really counseling lah, just some talking to. Ms Mullai, my Sec school tutor and oso my cousin’s friend, is the most zhai one. Don’t need me to open my mouth already know I got BGR problem liao. No wonder is someone who is studying Master in Psychology. Really can read my mind. Haha. We chatted for 3 long hrs. Lol. Thank ar. Really feeling a lot better now.

At first, I was really mad at her. Why did she have to say these kinds of things to me when my world was so great? But after consulting Ms Mullai, what she had done is no that bad after all.

Ms Mullai said that at least both of us haven stay a relationship. So it won’t hurt that much. She told me that I feel hurt now becoz I still missed her. Although the words she said really hurts me, I guess it will get over it sooner or later. Becoz I assume time heals all wounds. Ms Mullai added that I should be grateful to her for telling me now rather than later. After think about it, I think it’s true lah. At least, she’s not like YT, every time give Amos false hope and lead him on. In the end, Amos will feel hurt even more. So I guess I hate YT rather than her; for hurting my bro. She really has my respect for having the courage to tell all these things straight to my face. No wonder she likes the song “Yong Qi” so much. I respect her decision and no longer angry with her. We will definitely find our own respective Mr and Ms Right one day. =)

Ms Mullai also told me that our everyday life is a gamble. Whatever we do is always a gamble. Once you step out of the house, you are gambling with your life. You don’t know when you might get knock down of a car. Similarly, courting gals is also a gamble. When the courtship is long(meaning you had buy “heng da”), you can win “big” or lose “big”. If you manage to win her, of course you are happy lah. But if you lose, those who buy de “big” will be more hurt than those who buy de “small”. Pardon me for the Singlish.

Like my cousin, he is also taking a gamble. He is going to marry a China gal. They are going to get married and buy a house. His friend kept telling him not to put the house under the gal’s name. Why I say it’s a gamble leh? Becoz you nvr know whether that gal will cheat him of his money anot. China gal are hard to say. They also want to marry a Singaporean and live a better life. My cousin is just too innocent liao; too easy to cheat. Lol. If she really cheat him, he also LL. Treat it as lesson learn and a small token of money for her lor. Becoz it’s not easy for her to leave her parents there and come all the way to Singapore to adapt to a new lifestyle and environment. On the other hand, what happens if my cousin falls for a Singapore gal in the future? You need to be fair to the gal also ma. If she doesn’t have the house, she will be left with nothing lor. Meaning, she would have practically wasted her time in Singapore. If he really likes her, I think it’s worth the gamble ba. In the end, it’s still about TRUST lor.

Seem so rich suddenly. Got my bursary and NTUC bonus. Had spent over $100 for the past one week. So long nvr spend so much money liao. Should start pamper myself. Spent on earpiece and bought a lot of food home from NTUC. Cheap ma. Bought Fresh milk, nuggets, cod fish, fresh chicken, longans etc. Study break this week, too free liao, so bought NATA DE COCO to make guo dong(jelly). The fish and chicken are for my mum to cook for me to eat. Mum is happy that I bought so many things home for her. Although she nags me for buying so many things, I know she really appreciate it one. She will say,”Buy so many, don’t need money ar?” But in the end, you will see the smile on her face. See her smile I also happy, worth the money spent lor. Haha. So the whole week is EAT, EAT and EAT. Don’t know why? Eat so much but still not putting on weight. Sian.

This earpiece nice right?

I guess this has been my last try at love before NS ba. Won’t specially go and look for a gf, unless something “unexpected” happen. From what I had heard from Ms Mullai and my mum, compare to last time, gals had really changed a lot in term of their thinking and behaviour ba. They were so guai but now, they are so wild. They just want to enjoy and have fun. Becoz they feel that life is short and they should enjoy while still young. They just want freedom! Don’t want to be tie down ba. In the future, when we come out to the working society, it will be a lot easier to find a gf. Becoz you are having a stable income and the gals around you are more mature liao. There will be smart enough to know who really treat them well and can provide for them. Who are really the dependable ones.

You guys must be wondering why I say I need to take some time off soccer right? She is not major reason. I wouldn’t say that what happen between me and her got no effect on my decision. The BGR problem only contributed 10 % of it. The 90% is another factor. I just don’t know how to tell you all face to face. So no choice, have to write it out in blog. Don’t you think there is something wrong with the team? From a team of 14 to 15 people, it’s now only 8 to 9 regulars left. Sometime only 4 people come for training. When you see it, it’s really very sad lor. Don’t you find it strange? Ever ask yourself this qns? Why is Overload able to have a minimum of 14-15 people week in and week out? They are oso studying like us. Does that mean that their team bonding is better than us? Or their team management is better than us? I think the later one is more likely. That’s why I want to quit as a player and manager. Without the regular players, how are we going to bond the understanding between one another? How are we going to improve as a team? Individual improvement is not enough. We don’t have a Thierry Henry in our team who can help us win games. So we need to play as a team to help us win. Without my confidence and winning mentality, I really have no mood to play soccer. I really feel that Overload can play much better than SOS if they want to be competitive. Their mentality is more encouraging than ours. They just need to get their basics right. For now, just want to think whether the effort I put in the team is worth it or not? No point planning for training when you don’t even know how many will turn up. Honestly, during match is fun, but when it’s come to training, I really hate to be the manager.

Pai seh, change my blog’s song again. Feel that this song is really nice. It makes me really emo. Haha.

~Has nvr regret courting her!~
~Life is a gamble!~
~TRUST is important.~
~Can someone give me some fats to build up?~
~Is it true that gals go by feeling, and guys go by looks?~
~Am I expecting too much from SOS?~

Starting anew...

2007-08-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

Starting life anew. Exam coming soon, will be busy concentrating on my studies now. Already 想通了. The rest leave it to the future ba. When you are working and you have a stable income, you will definitely be able to find a gf one. Must at least score As for both of my modules. But hope one of them will be a distinction lah. Lol. Need to get used to life without soccer oso. I definitely can live without soccer. But can I really live without my SOS friends? I believe it will be hard, but I must try oso. Really had fun training with u guys, although I’m always the one kana suan. Haha. Enjoyed my soccer days with you all. =)

Feeling miserable for the past one week. Too bored at home. So went shopping alone on Wed after my driving lesson. Went to AMK Hub and bought a new Panasonic ear-piece. My old one spoils liao. Oso an in-ear one. Original price is $49. But after 4.2% discount, it’s only $46.92. Really worth the price; the bass damp good sia! Now listen to songs can be very high and emo too. Haha.

After that went to town. Went to Wheelock Place first. Went to the Nike shop there to see the shoes that I want. Don’t have the new model; dark brown “dunk”version. Oso don’t have the new Arsenal away team jersey that I want. But I saw a white T-shirt with Ronaldinho design on it; $61. Still considering whether to buy anot.

Black version of the shoes

Then walk from Wheelock to Paragon’s Nike shop. That day, machiam a lot of gals in town sia. Some damp chio lor. Those that can bring out YAYA PAPAYA one. lol. Machiam the guys don’t know where they disappear to lah? Haha. This shows that there are a lot of gals in Singapore. Don’t worry, guys. We won’t be monk no matter how ugly we look. Lol. Enough talks abt chio bu. Back to my shopping trip. Reach Paragon’s Nike shop. Shop a bit smaller. But manage to see an Arsenal Wind-breaker. Not very nice and a bit not suitable for Singapore climate. But guess the price? S$133 leh! Might consider buying it oso. Man Utd one nicer and more practical. But, too bad, I’m not a Man Utd fan. So won’t buy it. Don’t have Liverpool and Chelsea ones for me to compare. Haha. In the end, just shortlist, haven buy. I guess I will either buy the light brown “dunk” shoes + Ronaldinho T-shirt and pants or wait for the Arsenal Away Jersey to come + Dark brown “dunk” shoes. Else, I will get the wind-breaker and the light brown “dunk” shoes. Still deciding, no rush to buy. Better/new versions might be coming out.

The Arsenal Wind-breaker that i saw

I was ranking and comparing these four factors for the pass few days…

1. Kinships (100% reliable)
2. “Bro”ships (95% reliable)
3. Friendships (75% reliable)
4. Relationships (50% reliable)

Kinships is always reliable becoz no matter what bad things u do, your parents will nvr give up on you. To them, you are always a kid and kids always make mistakes. “Bro”ships, almost perfect but can still pan seh you sometimes. Lol. Friendships, 3 in 4 chances of being reliable. Can pan seh you at the very last moment. Haha. Relationships ar? For now, it’s the worst of the worst. Not sure how reliable it is. Haha. But if I’m fortunate enough to find my Ms Right in the future, I will definitely cherish and trust her. I must not let her lose faith in me. Lol.

Haha. So fast. EPL season will kick-off tml after a 3-months break. My favourite team Arsenal will be the "dark horse" this season. With so many experienced players going off, and few new players coming in. No wonder, they are the "dark horse". Don't be fool by this. This season, Arsenal are made up of youngsters who are really hungry for success. Van Persie, Fabregas and Walcott would love to show that they can be title's contenders. Tottenham is really scary this season. Buy players machiam free like that; buy so many. No matter how many they buy, i still think the ranking after this season will be like this...

1. Man Utd

2. Chelsea

3. Arsenal

4. Liverpool

5. Tottenham

~Although i can't be a PERFECTionist, I want to try my very best for whatever i do~

~Hope Lampard and Ronaldo will score more goals this season~

Last post

2007-08-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

Sad to tell you all, this will be my last post. But this will be my longest post. Just too many things to write liao. This is the ending of another chapter of my life ba. I will come back to blogging when a new chapter of my life begins. =)

Got an interesting msg from my cousin: ...
三个人在墙上走-->感觉,信心,事实. 感觉跌得很惨时, 信心出现了;
由于信心跟感觉走得太近, 因此也倒下了. 然而事实一直存在, 就把信心扶正; 信心最后又把感觉拉回来.
From this msg, it really teach me to face up to reality. Only then will i be able to gain my confident and feeling back. i'm now just like a walking mummy. Lol.

Honestly, I really pei fu Amos for your "nvr say die" attitude. I salute you man, bro. Sometimes, it really not about effort liao, you need some luck too. Just like Fabrejie. So may luck be with you. =)

It's true that GOD is fair one. I lost something and i gain something. Finally, my effort and hardwork i put in my study is being recognised by Ngee Ann. Got the bursary from my poly. Although it's just $500, I'm really happy abt it. But honestly, i would rather i don't gain that something and i nvr lose that "something".

Don't know why??? Just suddenly become very short tempered. Nearly lost my temper with Amos, Wei Jie and especially Ivan, when he use his hand to push me off when i attempt to clear the ball away, while playing soccer with SOS people. This is the first time i feel frustrated playing with SOS people. But after i cooled down liao, ok already. Thinking abt it is quite stupid lah if i lost my temper. Just a game only...

Mood not good still need to work yesterday. Then got this f*** up uncle. Come buy pineapple still KP so much. Get the $3.80 Phillippine's pineapple and say is $2.85. $2.85 is the Sarawak one lor. Keep KP so much. Even Tongwei oso tell him that one is the more expensive one. But he just won't listen and keep arguing. That time i really pissed off lor. Want to K him liao lor. Want to buy jiu buy, don't want buy can f*** off lor. Tongwei could see i losing patience with that customer liao. Tongwei ask me to give it to him $2.85 lor. This type of people oso have. So cheapskate! Can't afford don't buy lah!!!

Last but not least, I would like to announce something to SOS people. But before i do that, I want to say that my decision has got nothing to do with what happen yesterday. I will be taking some time away from football. Meaning, I will not be SOS manager as well as player anymore. This "break" may last a few weeks to months or even years. I myself oso don't know. The reason i had already told Wei Jie long ago liao. Just feel that i don't have the fighting spirit in me anymore. My must win philosophy is no longer there. No point playing soccer this way. I can't even get my basics right lor. Don't be sad. I can still help you all organise matches. You all can still ask me out for SOS outings. I will sms to tell everyone tonight. Hope SOS will continue to improve without me. Smile always. =)

~Learning to adapt~

~Always part of SOS Family!~

~Love you guys!~

~Signing off, Frank Lamhock~

Emo day

2007-08-03T16:51:00.000+08:00

Really sad and disappointed. Just don't know what got into her. Suddenly told me all these stuff. I thought last time we already settled our misunderstanding liao. Already said that we be friends first; get to know each other more before we decide on anything in the future. I don't believe it got nothing to do with my blog entry and sms. If it's not abt the blog and msg, would she have told me abt the song "Yong Qi", going out together and the "special" thing. Now, i would like to make it clear that i feel the lyrics of the song "Yong Qi" is very nice, that why i copy and paste them in my blog. It has got nothing to do with her liking the song or not. And the "meet up" thing refers to "all of us" going out. Meaning, Wei Jie, Huimin, Amos, me and her going out together as a group. As for the msg, i send it to you just because you are a special friend to me. At first, I don't feel like explaining because it's very tiring to explain everything that i wrote on my blog. Wouldn't i be very busy if i need to explain so many things on my blog? Like certain paragraph is for who and what. I will confirm vomit blood lor! But now i think i should explain it for once and for all. Everything just change so fast and so sudden. Just got a shock that suddenly, she just "shut the door right in front of my face". Really don't understand what cause her sudden change of character towards me? When gals change their mind, it's really scary. Maybe we just don't have the time and effort to go understand each other ba. Think i know what i should do liao...

Now then i realise, out of the 4 心 that is need to woo a gal, I only have 1 心 ba.
Confidence(0% left)
Caring(have, but can be too much at times)
Patience(have, but not good enough)
Cautious(not careful enough, always doing the wrong things or saying the wrong words)
1/2心 + 1/2 心= 1心
Looks like i still got a lot to learn...

For now...
一个人也无所谓, 独自撑伞走过伤悲, 不再和爱有关联.

Hope she is happy can liao. Smile always! =]

~Got to move on with life~

Photo For soccer event

2007-08-02T14:50:00.000+08:00

As i promised, these are some of the photo we took for the soccer events.

My Event Team-mates

Everyone!

Winning Team

Van Permin award a free-kick to Wenz

I got the shocked of my life today. After my Panel Review today, I saw her online and tried talking to her. Before we could start chatting, i got the most shocking reply...

Only this sentence can discribe what i'm thinking now...

我会不说不想说, 怕说了也没有用, 现在我的幽默, 只是掩饰着心痛我的难过.

Really don't know what to say anymore... There is no point explaining liao ba... I "died" just because of one msg and a blog post... haiz... Looks like this time, i have really fall flat on my face liao...

soccer event

2007-07-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hi, back to blogging this week. Had been busy the whole of last week, no time to blog. Just handed in my FYP report last Thurs. Then this thurs is the Panel Review liao, but my hardware is still not ready yet. Arg! OMG! Slack too much liao. Now must chiong. So stress lah. White hairs all coming out and pimples all popping out. Can't blame anyone except myself for doing last minute work. What hokkien people always says, "nvr look for toilet paper only when you want to shit". Hope this will teach me a lesson, not to do last minute work. But honestly, i really feel very helpless doing this project. Not that i don't want to do early. Just that i don't know what to do; no idea how to design the hardware. Maybe becoz my creativity zero ba. We are so used to teacher providing us the components for the designing part, that we are not used to design hardware on our own. Really don't know what components to use... Sian... There are millions of components in the market lor. How to decide??? But luckily, now i manage to find my WSS TSO(lab Technician) to help me. He is really a nice guy unlike my supervisor. So hope by thurs, my hardware can work lor. Or else, i don't think i will be able to get a good grade.

Organised a mini soccer game for my elective(Project Communication) module yesterday. It was
a 5-a-side game held at our very own SOS home ground. I manage to get all the 4 teams that i needed and the referee was none other than Van Permin. Haha. So the event was a success. Special thanks to whoever plays a part in make the event a success. You all know who u r. When my lecturer came, he was happy to see the large turn-out of people. We took some photos for the event. I will upload them on my blog when i get them from my team-mates.

终于做了这个决定别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

All of us are busy now. So for now, just need to be patient. After exam then see can meet up ba.

~Hoping for the Best!~

~SOSians and Overloadians, Thanks for attending my event~

~Missed the happy moments. =)~

css2 revival

2007-07-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog this week. Busy with my Final Year Project. Next fri(27 July) due date. Must write project report and plan the schedule for VPP. During the VPP, the first 2 weeks of holiday after the semester ends, we need to come back skool to continue with the FYP. Sian half! So this two weeks will be quite busy. After that will be very free liao. August very slack. Exam only got two papers to study. So both modules must get As!

Tml is Campus superstars revival round. Very interesting. Hope Elaine and Shawn will get revive and enter the semi-finals. So Amos, tml we shall be rivals for 4 hrs. Lol. You support Amy, I support Elaine. Just hope they sing well.

~Try my best to complete my project.~

~Jia you, Elaine!~

2007-07-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

Really happy this Sat. Finally able to make my mother smile liao. Did something that make her really happy. Gave her a surprise. She was able to have a warm lunch after a hard day work. Really feel what i have done is really worth the effort.

On Sat morning, i was suppose to go join "Nottingham forest" for training. But unfortunately, it rained cats and dogs. So the training session was cancelled. Since i had already woke up and was bored at home, I decided to make lunch for the whole family. My mum went to work and will only reach home at 12pm and my dad had went to AMK to attend to some bank stuff. So there was no one home. So i went to prepare the ingredients. I decided to cook two dishes and one soup; "Fried Prawn Eggs", "Deep Fried Crabsticks" and "Si Chuan Cai, Tofu and pork minced soup". First, i went to my house downstair de market. I bought Si Chuan Cai, Tofu and $2 of Prawns. When i reach back home, i cut the Tofu and the Si Chuan Cai, and peeled the prawns. I soak the Si Chuan Cai so that it will not be too salty.

Next, i went to Kovan's Market. I bought a packet of Chicken drumstick bones for 50cents. Becoz i know that my mum sometime use chicken bones to cook soup. She say they will make the soup taste nicer. I oso bought a pack of crabsticks and some minced pork there. When i reached home, i washed the chicken bones and boiled the soup first. Becoz need time to slowly boil the soup. Or else can't get the taste. I think it's better for me to cut short or else people will start to get bored. Let you all see some photos better than talking so much!

Cooked Chicken Drumstick's bones

Deep-fried Crabstick...

Fried Prawn Eggs...

Tofu soup with pork mince...

Haha. Cooking skill not bad right? Don't know why. Although cooking might seems to be a female task, i just love to cook. Maybe becoz kana influence by my parents ba. My mum loves to cook and my dad was a Zhu Cao's cook. Always watch my father cooked when i was a child. Admires and loves his cooking. His cookings taste "Yummy!". Maybe knowing how to cook may be an advantage to me ba. Next time if my wife don't know how to cook, i don't need to eat Maggi Mee everyday! Lol. I can cook myself. =P

Tonight Campus Superstar is going to be interesting. The gals that i support Elaine and Keely are going to compete with another gal, Agnes. So naturally, just hope that Agnes will get out. Lol. Neither Elaine nor Keely must be out.

~Cooking is not neccessary a gal job~

~Guys can help out too. =)~

~Will continue to enjoy cooking.~

~Elaine, Keely, Jia you!~

Feeling better

2007-07-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

One week had passed. I feel much better now than last week. Not that emo now. Slowly learning to accept that "Sheng lao bing si" is part and parcel of life, but still i can't help not been emo. Maybe becoz i'm more close to the relatives from my mother's side ba. After all, i'm a living thing. All living things have feelings and emotions. What make me so emo at that time is that although scientific technology has been improving, why there are still no cure for cancer? What i mean is fully cured and the virus doesn't come back again! 40 years ago, my grandfather(mother's father) died of cancer. 40 years had passed, there is still no cure for cancer. I was wondering what the hell had all the scientists been doing? With so much money invested on researching around the world. Where's the result? I know it's not easy to come up with a new drug for cancers. So for now, i just hope that the sooner new drugs is created to cure cancers, the better it's for we human beings. Becoz no one will be afraid of cancers then.

Went for "Grace dinner" at Wheelock Place, which Rong De organised, on Sun. Sort of a gathering dinner. She just came back from Australia. Really happy to see her and some of our Secondary School friends. The gals all "fa fu" liao. Lol. All look so big size. This makes us guys look so "small". Hahaz. But i'm sure after NS, we will surely look "bigger", more muscular and fit. More MAN! Lol. Really had a great dinner. I think my "Salmon pasta" is really worth it. Very full sia! The dinner ended at around 9.10pm. Then "The Fantastics Four"(consists of Huimin, Weijie, Amos and me) went to watch "Transformers" at Shaw Lido. Amos and me went to get the movie vouchers that afternoon. So the cost of the movie for that day was only $7.10 each instead of $9.50. Cheap sia! So now, for my movie review, "Transformers" is great. 4 out of 5 stars. Good animation! Worth the ticket price! Lol. By the time the movie ended, the time was 11.40pm liao. So we had to rush to take the last bus. But thanks to that "pig nerd", he said want to go toilet. Cannot tahan already. So we had to rush to the toilet first. We went to Wheelock Place toilet. All the shops had closed and the toilet was in a dark. Amos and me finished our "business" first. So left that "pig nerd" inside. The funny part is that "Pig nerd" IS SCARE OF DARK. He see us came out, he quickly came out, living his bladder still "1/4 tank full". Lol. Funny sia. Luckily for us, we still manage to catch the last 132 bus home.

~Hope that one day, people will tell me that cancer is not a deadly virus.~

~Thanks bros, really have fun on Sun!~

~Bros, yours accompanies really make me feel a lot better~

Sad tues

2007-06-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

Looks like, with every good news that God give me, there is always a bad news. On Mon, i was so happy that my Common Test results were so good. Then, on Tues, there came the bad news! My mum's eldest brother passed away due to lungs' cancer... I really feel very sad! His death affect me a lot since he treat me very well ever since i was a child. But the one who is the most affected is my mum ba. As my grandparents passed away when my mum was just a few years old, It's this eldest brother and the second brother who took care of the family; consists of 10 siblings altogether. So i can really understand how my mum feel. I feel very uneasy when my mum never nag me at all for the whole Tue night after she came back from my uncle funeral place. I would rather she nag me lor. At least like that i won't feel so worried about her. Honestly, it feels really strange without her nagging. Is cancer really can't be cure? Just becoz people are not rich, can't there be subsidy for chemotherapy? Must they be left to die?

When we go to his house during Chinese New Year, he still look very healthy. He still cook for all the relatives to eat. So fast! Only 4 months has passed and he is no longer with us. ="( Human are really fragile. If he had die naturally, we wouldn't have been so sad. But instead, he die becoz of a deadly virus, cancer. When my mum visited him at the hospital, he said he hope to see his grandchildren before he die. Both of his daughters were going to give birth soon. But he wasn't able to wait that long. Why can't there be a medicine to delay his death? At least let him see his grandchildren before he pass away. Then his wish is fulfill.

Yesterday, i went to the funeral. All my relatives were there. I prayed to my uncle before my mum brought me to see his body; sort of "seeing him for the last time". When i saw his face, i really wanted to cry but i can't. Becoz my mum had started crying already. If i cried, she will cry even worst. My eyes were already wet, but i must control the tears from triggering down my face. So inside my heart, it seem to be filled with tears. It really hurts inside. At the same time, i need to act "man" to comfort my mum. Even now, when i'm writing this blog entry, i could feel the sadness in my heart. It feels like suddenly, God has taken something away from you, when you are getting too many good things.

~Life is short, pls treassure your love ones around you!~

~No point regretting it when you lose them~

~Uncle, pls REST IN PEACE!~

~I will always remember you in my heart!~

Busy week

2007-06-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

Last week was a meaningful week. I was been kept busy through out the week; so busy that I was not able to update my blog. I was working for the past one week except Thursday. Mon, Tues, Sat work cashier, Wed, Fri and Sun work storehand.

I attended 2 driving lessons already. Driving is fun. Until now, my car only "die" 1 time which happen on the first lesson. Actually won't "die" one. Just bocoz the uncle said it's the end of the first lesson, i was too excited that my car never "die" at all. I fully release the clutch pedal, as a result, car "die" lor! Tml is my third lesson already. Hope i will continue enjoy driving.

On Wed night, I join the NP BB-Primers for their night cycling activities. The journey was to cycle from East Coast Park to Changi Village and then back to East Coast Park. The event was supposed to start at 9pm and end by 7am on Thurs morning, but it ended up starting at 11pm and end at 9am. Although the journey was long, I have a lot of fun playing the games they planned; even though some of them were quite stupid. Lol. The funny thing is that these BB-Primers are made up mostly of gals; I suppose more than 90% ba. Might as well call it GB-Primers. Lol. So many gals only a few chio one. So sad. My team only the GL chio one. The rest are average. Nowadays, the gals are really very "man"! At Changi Village there, we need to carry our own mountain bikes up the stairs. Although, we guys offer to help, they reject our offer and carry them on their own. Looks like gals can really live without guys. Lol. But similarly, can guys live without gals? Haha. I would say being independence is good lah. But like that guys looks very extra lor. Lol.

There was a soccer match between Denash team, Overload, and another team on Sat morning. I was invited for a guest appearance. I only played for the last 20mins. After play for 10mins, there was this f*** up guy who came in and challenge me for the ball. His intention was not to get the ball but instead he came for my body. He swing his albow to my chest. Of course i buay song. I return him one albow back. When i saw him trying to get his albow at me again, I stable myself and block his albow away. In the end, he fell down instead and i purposely fell on him. I quickly stand up and shouted "What the hell you want!?". This was the first time i really flare up during a soccer match. I don't think i'm being unreasonable; i think his body check is really too much. Albow come to my chest of course i buay song lah! If that time he touch any part of my body, i confirm give him one blow in the face lor. Damp pissed off then. Being small size doesn't make me an easy target of being bullied.

Recently get to know my cousin’s friend past relationship story. Let me share with you all. This guy get to know his ex-gf during Sec 2. They start a relationship then. Their relationship last for 4+ years. They were in the same Sec school and JC. They broke up when the guy couldn't get into the University. So sad. The guy never go look for another gf until recently when he found one; after so many years. He must be very sad then. 4 years lor, still can break up. I 2 months only can sad for 1+year, no wonder he never find a new gf for so long. Anyway, for my case, that's the past liao. This story tells me to treasure relationship ba. Getting to know each other is hard but finding one who good, supportive and understanding is even harder. =)

Just got my Common Test Result today. Still Satisfied with the result. 2 modules, 2 A. FCS(91%) and DCST(82%). My hard work have not gone to waste.

~Work =More money!~

~Looking forward to driving on the road~

~Guys seem so useless~

~Discipline myself to start building up~

~Never take relationship for granted~

~Justin, Keep up the good work!~

CSS2

2007-06-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

Finally, the two weeks term break have arrive. Can relax a bit liao. But i'm rotting at home. Nothing to do. Want to work but NTUC no job for me. So no choice, stay at home and rot lor. Nothing to play at home. Becoz someone spoilt my Nintendos DS on Sun. All thanks to Captain Yeo. Pass me the Fifa 07 PC game oso cannot install one. Sian lor. So everyday stay at home see the walls around me lor. But luckily, tml and Fri got event liao. Tml going dinner with Amos, Wei Jie and Huimin; sort of celebrate Amos birthday. After that, maybe go watch Fantastic 4. Fri is my first Driving lesson. Hope my car don't "die". Keep "dieing", i will sian half lor.

Have you all been watch CSS2(Campus Superstar 2)? The show is nice. Haha. While watching this Mon(11June) show, Amos and i realised something. There were two gals who looks like Yiting and Huimin. Lol. Amy(Yiting look-alike) and Jiajun(Huimin look-alike). Amy is the overall appearance and Jiajun is more to the eyes. Haha. Then, both of us start talking about them in the competition; who were better etc... We sound like both of them were really fighting it out in the competition. Wei Jie, Amos and me were the judges. So, as expected, the sources will be bias. Amos will give Yiting very high marks and all those good encouraging words and the same for Wei Jie. So i will be the only neutral party. Give Yiting higher marks oso cannot, give Huimin higher marks oso cannot, so no choice, give same marks lor. Overall same marks, so the result will be decided by their popularities lor. Their NYP schoolmates ba. Lol. Too bad, "She" don't have a look-alike. Or else, it will be very interesting liao. Hahaz. So for now, I'm supporting Keely and Elaine. Haha. Elaine remind me of GJ; she looks like her. Lol. Hey Amos, don't be sad becoz Amy is out k? Hope your Yiting look-alike will come back in the revival round and fight it out with "Huimin". Lol.

~Hope my DS can be repair~

~Excited about my first driving lesson~

~Keely, Elaine, Jia You!~

Emotional

2007-06-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

Since young when I feel sad, I will either talk to my mum or I will keep all my feelings in my heart. I think this is one of the disadvantages of being the only child ba; no siblings to talk to. Although my mum does sound fierce, because of her loud voice, she is quite easy to talk to. I would say she is quite open-minded that's why i wouldn't mind talking to her about BGR stuff etc. Although she wouldn't encourage me to have a relationship now, she still tell me that if i got gf, bring home let her see. I was surprised when my mother didn't object when i was with "gumball". But that was in the past liao lah. I feel that talking to friends about my unhappiness will only make them think that I’m so lay chey. I’m someone who is not good in expressing my thoughts and feeling. But when I knew what blogging is. I decided to create a blog for myself. I think that’s where I can truly express my feelings. So Wei Jie, please shut up and stop saying that my blog entries are emo! =P Blog entries are mend to be emo; becoz they contain the blogger’s personal feelings and thoughts.

Haha. Thanks for your advice, Captain Yeo. I think i'm not totally not credible ba. I usually mean what i say. What i promise people, i always try to fulfill my promises. Like the captain armband stuff. But seriously, it's not that i don't want to mean what i say. i really feel that sometime, i really too 感情用事 already. I don't want to take action because i don't want to hurt our friendships in the team. I don't want my friends to dislike me ba. Everytime, i said that i want to change a new captain or put someone on the bench, i never do it. I think it's time i need to do what i say. Or else people will not have any respect for "SOS Manager"! Especially with the new "SOS+Overload" coming up. This means that i have more people to manage and more people to choose for our first XI.

Finally, our 2 weeks break has arrive. Can relax for 2 weeks liao. Hope when i get back my common test results, they will be up to my expectations. Hope can get A for both papers. It has being a long time since i talk to her. Really wanted to talk to her, but don't know how to start. I oso don't know how to ask her out liao. Wanted to ask her out for movie as a friend, i oso scare. I really don't know will she agree to go out after what had happened? I think i should try talking to her.

Just went to buy a new pair of soccer boots at Queensway last Sunday. It's Adidas F30+. My old one spoilt already. Let you all have a look. Nice right?

~Getting too emo~

~Must mean what i say~

~Justin treassures friendship a lot!~

~Must talk to her these 2 weeks, don't hump!~

~Happy to get a new boots~

Will you be there?

2007-05-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

Haha. Finally found the full song of "Would You Be There?" from the Net. It's a very very nice song. I love it very much. I have updated the lyrics of the song on my own. Hope you all will like the song too.

Yesterday was the last episode of Mars Vs Venus. It is really a nice show. The ending was great. All the couples are together. I was thinking... In show, the ending is usually good. But in reality, would the ending be good? Would a wife really be able to accept that her husband is infertile? Especially if she really like children. Some will say can adopt ma. But the child is still not her own flesh and blood ma. Would a lady propose to a guy like "Yulian" propose to "Ah Wu"? Lol. Would a wife so easily forgive her husband for being unfaithful? Would a lady so easily change her spending habits? I think the ans to these qns are "I don't think so!".

My that female friend was very unhappy last week again. Becoz when she called the guy last wed, he told her he was watching movie and he would call her back later. So she suspect he was watching movie with his ex. Until now, i still know who's wrong? My friend for being over suspicious or the guy really did went for movie with his ex. Sometime, i really think my friend think too much. Even if he really did go out with his ex, what can she do? He's still not her bf after all. In this case, what makes her think that she can control him?

Honestly, nowadays, it looks like most guys are have flings everywhere. I guess they just want to enjoy themselves and have fun ba. Happy then together, not happy then change a new one. Change gf machiam like change clothes. They can have different gals everyday. So i guess the word "faithful" does not exist in those guy dictionary anymore. Maybe it becoz they haven meet the right person ba? Or is it really as what "Li Sheng Jie" sings "感情中专心的人容易被伤害"? That's why they lack the commitment. So now, it's quite popular to have "contract based" relationship ba. Lol.

Hey, Captain Yeo. Happy now? Finally get your captain armband from your manager? =)

~Justin love "Mars Vs Venus"~

~Guys' own doings cause gals not to trust them~

~Justin don't believe in "contract based" relationships~

~Continue to put in your best performances on the field, Captain Yeo!~

Girls who like soccer

2007-05-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

Another busy week had passed. Looking towards our June's 2 weeks break. This week a lot of things to submit. Need to hand in a report, prepare for a presentation and most important, must show the result of my FYP(Final Year Project) to my project supervisor. My team is to do an educational game using web application. Wee Leong is in charge of designing an interesting educational game using Flash, Gumu come up with a website and i'm in charge of programming the parallel port so that it can control a prize cabinet. My supervisor sucks lor. He is so lousy that whatever my team ask him, he don't know. Ask him how to use Flash, he say he don't know. Ask him to teach me more about parallel port, he ask me to find out myself. What kind of stupid teacher is this? For other groups, their teachers got give them tutorials and give them notes to study. My group have to find everything and do it ourselves. Haha. So no choice lor. Need to be more independent to find the data ourselves.

It has been a long time since i heard girls talk about soccer among themselves. Last Wednesday, while taking bus 151 home, i happen to see 2 Hwa Chong Institution's soccer team girls. What initially attracted my attention was that they were wearing soccer jersey that were a bit dirty and muddy. That's why i guess they were from the skool female soccer team. My guess was right. On the bus, they were talking about some of their team players; whether they played well anot and the way the team should be playing. They were even talking about "Who you think will win the FA Cup Final? Man Utd or Chelsea?". I think these girls really like soccer ba. I guess it's not easy for girls to play and like soccer. Especially when they have to bring home dirty clothes and muddy soccer boots on raining days. Their parents will be very unhappy ba. We guys already kana nag already lor. So i really admired these girls who really enjoy football. I was actually quite shocked when they talk about the FA Cup thingy. From what i know, few girls like football. They think that it's just a stupid game of 20(not including 2 goalkeepers) guys chasing after 1 ball. They perfers to watch basketball. I guess basketball got more handsome guys to see ba. Lol. Hope next time i can find someone who will appreciate soccer. It's not easy to find someone who will watch soccer with you and won't find it boring. It will even be more difficult to find someone who will accompany you to watch soccer at the stadium. I will be surprise if a girl can clearly explain the offside rule. It will be fantastic if a girl can name me 5 players from our male national football team. But i truely believe that if Wei Jie can find a gf who really appreciate soccer, i will definitely find a similar or even better one. =p Haha. Wei Jie, you are a lucky guy man! Btw, Chelsea won the FA Cup thanks to Lampard's assist. Lol.

Last Wednesday night, it was raining heavily around 9pm. I happened to know that she was having night class that day. The first, i would say stupid, thought that came into my mind was "it's raining so heavily, did she bring an umbrella?". The worst part is that i even went to msg her to ask her whether "she is on the way home?". Why??? Why do i care about her so much? Why didn't i think about Wei Jie getting wet? I used to feel that she was thinking too much. But now i realised that i'm doing and thinking too much myself. When she ask me whether i got something to tell her, i really don't know what to say. Just don't know where this stupid thinking
came from? Hai...

Some guys are really bastard especially handsome guys. If you are handsome, so what? It really hurts to see my female friend being hurt. One of my female friend happen to like a handsome guy. This guy is really a bastard. He makes use of my friend to help him make online purchases but never pay her the money. My friend thought that those things were bought for himself. So she didn't mind paying for those items he ask her to purchase. But she found out later that those items were not for himself. They were for his ex-gf. My friend was very sad. From what i know, his ex was more pretty than my friend. So what? Looks don't win everything. Just because he is handsome, doesn't mean he can make use of her. If he still likes his ex, why give her false hope? This kind of guy is really a bastard.

~Justin, jia you for your FYP~

~Hope to have a female national football team soon~

~Hey, Justin, wake up your idea!~

~Do not judge a book by its cover~

Making decision

2007-05-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

Time and Tide waits for no man. This phrase sounds so logical. As i write this blog, this weekend is coming to another conclusion. Time flies. Had an interesting day on Wed. Went to NYP to look for Wei Jie. Ask me go NYP hockey field to play soccer but NEVER tell me the actual location. Lucky i smart enough, still can find the place. Although it was raining cats and dogs, we still continue with the game. After the game, we were all wet. After having a bathe, we went to Far East Plaza to have our dinner before going to Shaw Lido to watch Spiderman 3. The funny part is that i lied to Wei Jie that i'm bring another gal there; So the movie are the 4 of us. And he really did believe that i never call Amos. Haha. Even kana scolded for not "brother" enough, never call Amos, since i know he was sad the previous day. I think that day me and Amos acting was superb lor. Wei Jie kept asking why the gal still haven come. Just before we enter the cinemas, Amos appeared. Wei Jie and Huimin were totally stunted. Lol. What a nice show we put up! Never knew i can act so well. Can join Mediacorp already right? Lol. Btw, Spiderman 3 is a very nice show. $3.50 for each of our ticket is really worth it. Highly recommendated! Must watch! (Rating 9/10)

I finally know how it feels like to be told the word "ANYTHING"! On thursday, during lunch break, Wee Leong, Gumu and me decided to go out of skool to eat. We were to choose between MacDonald, KFC and Pizza Hut. Both Wee Leong and Gumu told me "they anything". Immediately, i sian half. So i have to decide lor. So i decided on KFC. But when we reach the KFC there, we saw that the store is under renovation. So have to choose a new place again. When i ask them , want MacDonald or Pizza Hut? They give me the same ans again. So again i have to choose lor. Sian lor. So from now on, i must start learning to make decision. Must not give "anything" as ans.

After thinking about what happen last week, i just think that we should give each other some time. I think i have done too many things and she is feeling "suffocated" now. So just be friends lor. Haha. Honestly, I never "sentence her to death". Just that i think i really need to spend some time to reflect on the way i treat gals ba. Maybe i should treat her a bit bad than i would usually treat my female friends ba. Lol.

~Bros, I will always be there for U all

~Justin MUST learn to make decisions =)

~Friends Forever

Sad sad bro

2007-05-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

This week is really a bad one. Amos and me lost our "cars". So Amos! Don't be too sad abt it. I'm with you, bro. Looks like heaven likes to make a fool of us ba. Why must heaven treat us this way? I really feel like crying after reading your blog. Really touched! ="( At least i'm better than you ba. You "die" not becoz u did something wrong unlike me. The other guy cause your "death". Why must he drive your "car" away? I can really feel your sadness. Luck is not with us ba. My advice for you: Lets move on ba! At least, we have learn our lesson. Now I'm confused. Getting to know her early does not guaranteed that u will win her. But getting late, will put you to a disadvantage compare to the earlier one. So when should be the right timing??? Haiz...

There was an outing to Sentosa last saturday. It was really a great day until something happen. For the whole day, i never did anything much(No stunt for that day). So i thought just send her home should be ok. So i went ahead and insisted to send her home. But she was unhappy about this. She thinks that i should accompany Amos instead. I can see Amos everyday lor; everyday go home from skool together. See until Sian lor... Haha. Amos, just kidding k? But her, only can see once a week. Amos would have done the same himself. Sometime, i really wonder why gals expect us to see from her point of view. But they just never see it from us guys' point of view. How do we know when they want us to send them home? I think it's the first outing that spoilt everything liao. That outing shouldn't have took place. Shouldn't have ask her out, and there might not have those misunderstanding. Things might not have turn out this way. Really have nothing much to say liao. Everything just feel so different now. I think i should move on, just like Amos.

Finding one gal to woo is not difficult ba. The wooing is the difficult one ba. Some are willing to wait but she might not give him the chance to wait ba. Bro, I think we might be looking for the same objective ba. I just want to find someone who is willing to share anything with me; her happy and unhappy moment. She will be someone who i can shower my love on and who i'm comfortable talking to. And she must be able to accept me for who i am ba and the way i treat gals ba.

Honestly, as i grow older, i'm feeling more and more useless ba. I can't see my strengths. I just see lots and lots of weaknesses. Not smart, not handsome, not rich, not good in soccer, not good with English, can't talk well and offend people easily, don't know how to play musical instrument.... and many more.... So where have all my strength gone to??? Truely believe i'm a boring guy ba... Think still got a lot to learn as a human ba.

Where are our SUPERWOMEN???

Thank her for give me such a valuable lesson.

Justin should start learning from bro!

Going out

2007-05-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

After looking at Amos's blog, some words feel so chim. You really need fate to bring two people together. And when the time comes, you should grab it. It takes time for two person with different personality to understand each other. So i think that's when patience comes in. Yeah, patience!

That's what i need now. It's still early. I need to give her time to "adapt" ba. Having something extra suddenly can be quite strange for her. For now, I'm happy to be attending group outings. I know group outings allow us to talk to other people and my focus will not be on her alone. But, honestly, both of us will not know and understand each other more without communicating and going out together. I guess she might not be comfortable going out alone with me. Without going out that Sat, i wouldn't have know that she don't like cooked cockles. These are things for me to find out myself. It would look strange if i were to ask u what u like or don't like to eat. I really would like to bring you out to eat a lot of nice food. I don't want to make her feel that i'm pressuring her to go out with me. I truely believe that she needs some time to "adapt", so i won't be rushing to ask her out any moment if she is uncomfortable. As her course make her quite busy, i don't know when to msg her. Really hope she would msg me to tell me, when she is free to chat. Like that i can call her to talk on the phone or msg her to have a chat.

As for last weekend, i had a wonderful soccer training. She said i will play well, and i really did. I scored 5 goals altogether. Really feel that i have rediscover my passion for soccer. Continue to play well, JUSTIN!

~Learning by the day~

~Growing from strength to strength~

Justin

Nice Sleep

2007-04-27T15:54:00.000+08:00

Finally the sun has come out after... i would say rain ba. Rather than storm. Haha. Something not very good happen on sun nite. It sort of spoilt my beautiful day and i couldn't really sleep. I think it's sort of a miscommunication. So NO ONE is at fault. Finally get to talk things out with her yesterday. Has explain everything to her liao. I think now she has understand me better as a person. At least she know what type of person i am and the way i treat gals. So the air is clear again. I feel that she is very easy to talk to. At first, i just don't know how to start. But as we talk, what i want to say just flow out naturally. I just feel very comfortable talking to her.
So for now, everything is ok liao. I think we should talk whenever possible. Like that we can understand each other more. As for going out leh... Captain Yeo, u should do something for your bro already, since you hai wo bei ren jia wu hui. Please try to organise GROUP outings. Wei le ni de bro de xing fu, u better go organise one. U and hui min will be in charge. Don't pang seh us.
Haha. Finally can have a good sleep last nite. Zzz...

Justin

From =( to =)

Happy week

2007-04-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

Last week was the first week of skool. i got to know my new classmates. So suay! There are 4 PRC(People Republic of China) in my class. One gal and three guys. Really hate the way they talk. They talk like they are so smart and they sound so ugly when they try to slang like those Ang Mo. The more funny one is the gal lor. Come into the Lecture Threater, machiam dress like going to Chinatown. She was wearing red from head to toe, and was wear a BIG, RED HAT. At first, all of the students were shocked. And after that all of us starting laughing. Haha. Even the lecture were laughing. But the good things is that Gumu and Wee Leong are in the same class as me. So i only hang out with both of them. I'm oso doing my FYP with the two of them. Already know my FYP topic. Doing educational game, which is our last choice. So sad. We couldn't get what we wanted. No choice, don't like oso must do.

Really had an enjoyable and meaningful weekend! Early Sat morning, i met up with her. And took her for cycling at east coast. After that, i bring her to chinatown to eat before sending her home. Although, it was a bit rush; becoz i had to work at 5pm, i really enjoyed myself. Thanks for giving me such a wonderful sat. =)
Today was even better. I woke up at 7am, feeling very energetic even though i only slept at 3am, to prepare myself for SOS training. I had nvr been more n2 about soccer in my life. the best part was the match against the LAW's Team. My confidence is very high. I told myself, with such a strong first 11, i MUST win this game. In the match, the team was working hard for one another. I could see the team was desperate to win. We were chasing after every ball. Although with all the running, i nvr felt tired today. In the end, we won 2-0 with the combination of SOS and team NTUC. I scored the first goal and the second was an own goal from a corner. I had nvr score a goal that felt so easy. I just don't know why i was so calm to slot the ball pass the defender and their goalkeeper at that very moment. Maybe it's the psychological effect of her on me ba. So i would like to dedicate my goal to HER. "Hey, this goal is for u!". After all, i would like to thank the team, especially Amos for keeping the clean sheet, wen xiong and captain marvellous Yeo for holding the backline and Ivan and Zheng Wen For running their hearts out. Congrats for the clean sheet, Amos! U r my Man Of The Match!

As for this coming week, more skool work will start to come in. And my FTT on tues. Just hope i will pass this time round. Looking forward to see you this coming week.

Justin is CHEERFUL =)

Birthday celebration and chalet

2007-04-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

Opps! Time flies. It has been more than a month since i last update my blog. So many things happen in the last one month. There are both happy and unhappy ones. i shall talk about the unhappy one first. I was a bit disappointted with my last semester result. I didn't do as well as the previous semester, which i had a GPA of 3.71. this semester only 3.25, One distinction and all Bs.

However, for the last one week, i had been enjoying myself. Firstly, it's the preparation of a chalet, organised by wei jie and me. so on Fri afternoon, weijie, amos and me went to Amk Hub ntuc to buy our BBQ food for the chalet. After that we bring the food that we bought to weijie's house. At night, we went to weijie's gf's house to countdown for my birthday. Lol. On 7 apr, 00:00am, i was greeted with "Happy Birthday". I was surprised that they bought a cake for me. Although the cake was just a small $2 cake, i was very touched. Anyway, thanks bros. After cutting the cake, we spent the night playing mahjong.

Next is our chalet from 9-11apr. That's the most fun part. The chalet was full of events, mon nite--K box, Tue-- Play soccer, cycling, BBQ, watch dvd in chalet, play twister etc... The part that i enjoy the MOST is the K box and cycling part. LOL. Finally, i would like to thank Amos, Weijie, Huimin, Ivy, Denash and Huang Ru for making the chalet such an enjoyable one. Thanks.

FTT

2007-03-06T21:29:00.000+08:00

It was an unlucky day yesterday. Failed my FTT becoz of sum stupid qns. Sian! Need to retake again. Haha. However, i was very surprised to know that my mother cooked good food for me lor. She cooks abalone lor. Yummy! So delicious. Since i'm the only child, all the abalone are for me. Lol. Yeah, so good sia. Since i left my WSS(World Skill Singapore) training early yesterday, i have to do catch up work. So today damp tired sia. Whole day rushing to finish work. Today's work + yesterday's work = stay back late in skool. Shack lor. Zzz...

Interesting Article

2007-02-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

Just read an article from "The New Paper" on Saturday. Thought it was interesting so want to share with those who read my blog. The title is "S'pore women say... Forget looks, we want cash". It says that 100 women, aged between 18 and 25, were selected and ask to pick three occupations they want their future husband to have, from the 10 available choices.

The Result:
1. Banker
2. Pilot
3. Teacher
4. Surgeon
5. Lawyer
6. Computer Programmer
7. Sales/marketing executive
8. Police Officer
9. Insurance agent
10. Waiter

After reading this article, i feel that this survey shows that singaporean women want a financially stable partner. So it's still all about the future and to a certain extend the money ba. Lol. I think that being a teacher is the best occupation. Not those primary and secondary skool teacher one lah but those poly lecturers. Their pay is high, their job is stable, can stay long enough in the career and don't have to work under the hot sun. Further more, there are a lot of chio bu to see in poly! hahaz. So might consider being a lecturer in the future. Lol.

So sian! For the next 2 days, look like i'm going to rot at home liao. Nobody to go out with. Most of my friends are either having exams or their attachment have just start this week. So only left me to rot at home. But i will be very busy when March comes. i will be going skool from Mon to Fri, 9am to 4pm, for my WSS training to prepare me for next year competition. Finally, would like to wish my friends, Amos, Tuck Keong and many more, all the best for their attachment. I will missed TK a lot next semester. You are really a nice friend. I will have one less person to suan and one less person to talk cock to. I will miss those past year paper that u print during exam and the online tutorial that u sometime help me do. Lol.

~Justin will miss his friends~

~Justin will work hard for WSS~

~Jia You, Justin~

Post Chinese New Year

2007-02-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hi, Today is the 5th day of Chinese New Year liao. Time flies. Really enjoyed myself for the past few days. A lot of food and Ang Bao! Lol. I went to a lot of places; aunties' and uncles' houses. I oso went to watch movie on the 2nd day of new year with my cousin, who came back from china. i watched "The Twins Mission" which is a very nice show. However, there is no conclusion so think got "The Twins Mission 2" ba. =)

There is something that my cousin said which i felt is quite true. Hahaz. He said that singapore gals have high expectation of their bf. They want a bf who is handsome, rich and caring. I think that's why more and more singaporean guys are marrying foreign woman ba. Lol. Look like those who are not rich, not handsome and not caring guys are going to be MONKS liao lor. Lol.

Justin is curious.

How would gals rank the importance

of these 3 factors?

Handsome
Rich
Caring

As exam approaches...

2007-02-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

Exam is around the corner. So i'm here to wish everybody good luck for this coming exam. Especially weijie, tuck keong, the people of P2c1, P1D5 and all the SOS members and those friendly colleagues in NTUC. So let us CHIONG and do well for our exams. After that we can enjoy our holiday. =) So JIA YOU EVERYONE!

~Justin is determine

to do well~

Got my BTT yesterday

2007-01-25T19:18:00.000+08:00

Haha. So happy yesterday. Manage to pass my basic theory test(BTT) yesterday. First time jiu pass liao! Hip-hip hurray! Anyway, this is my first post for my new blog. But it won't be the last. Hope u visit my blog regularly. =)